*hugs Arwen* ~ You aren't stupid ... it's a coping mechanism. Or at least it seems that way from reading your previous posts so please forgive me if I am wrong.
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
I think you're right Kahlia :( I love drinking, but I love drinking with people. These days I just seem to be drinking on my own until stupid o clock. xx
I had my orthopaedic check up and I have permission to move my shoulder a little bit but to stop at the point of pain. No physio yet. My thumb and wrist are killing me at the moment but I've just taken some pain meds to try and get rid of that.
*leaves hugs for all*
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
My wrist is still killing me. But on the bright side the bone is healing nicely.
*leaves hugs and cuddles for all*
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
I slept til 2pm today :|
Then I got up....went to get some money for my mum...cried...and went back to bed.
I'm sick of feeling worthless. Im sick of not being able to believe people who say I'm kinda pretty. I'm not pretty. At all. GRRR
*hides in denial tent*
Pft. Meds. I can't be ****ed with mine. The Goddamn packet has gone walkabouts, it's not where I usually keep it, and I can't find it at all, so whatever. I'll just stop taking them
Sorry no individual replies but there's been a lot going on since I was in here last.
I'm okay - just had my lithium upped and there's still room for more increase if necessary. Who needs a psychiatrist when you have a brilliant GP ??
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
doing worse. pain's so bad that they've been just knocking me out because the max dose of painkillers has hardly helped. i'm usually only awake long enough for more tests to be done, but right now they're timing how long the pain meds will be effective, it's been ten minutes and i'm already feeling them wear off.
I miss you all, but i'm in really rough shape so may only be online once every few days.
love you lots and lots, forever and ever *hugs and love for all*