Contains sexual abuse - afraid to be alone in a room with a guy...

[skylerwithsirens]

It happened 5 years ago and I know that I should be way over it but I'm not. It still haunts me and I replay it in my head and I can't stop myself. I can't even sleep in the same room as my dad (he didn't do anything to me). I didn't sleep that night.... Why can't I trust my own father???

[ajrocks]

I haven't any advice sorry :( but wanted to say I understand how you feel and I hope things will get better for you x

[skylerwithsirens]

Thanks... I doubt it will. It was 5 years ago.

[ajrocks]

22 yrs for me-but theirs always hope even when things feel hopeless x

[Amaryllis]

Have you seen anyone about this? I realize it has been five years and it can take a very very long time but it can get better.