Originally Posted by
Pi.R^2
I can appreciate the part of you that wants to know what happened, but I guess there isn't really a way of finding out for sure, and as you've said, there's also the risk of more information causing further distress.
Sorry to hear that you've relapsed with self harm. Have you ever had counselling specifically related to abuse/trauma? Perhaps that would be something worth exploring.
I'm glad you're able to keep yourself safe from this person and are avoiding him as much as possible. Has he ever acknowledged anything that happened?
Yeah I’m gonna have to learn to deal with not knowing. Even if he said anything, I couldn’t trust that.
I’m seeing a counsellor at the moment but not specific to abuse/trauma although she did mention an organisation which deals with abuse/trauma and I’ve been thinking about contacting them.
He’s never acknowledged it. Even when I confronted him about coming into my room, he said he didn’t know why he did it and he’d just repeat that no matter how angry I got. I’m not sure if he remembers what happened years ago because he would’ve been around 12 give or take. I’ve never confronted him about that.