Why is everything always so hard? I was doing better finally then I got sick ugh and it's all fallen apart since I have barely any appetite. It's frustrating to start all over again. Plus my legs ach I cough so hard my chest hurts and I have a fever.
I got a quote for electric hookup and it's nice that the guy actually cared and booted me to the top of his list because hes concerned about my well being but the quote is well over double that of the other quote (The other guy said he would send me paperwork and never did). (I just have a generator and it's getting cold out 50 degrees or so at night (freezing is 32)) I can't run the generator all the time because gas is insanely expensive.
Hes talking about hooking my electric up at the end of this week or the beginning of next week which im really hoping for but im scared to get my hopes up because this whole process has been a headache.
I found a company I can work for online because im not well enough to get a "job" but I have to have electric to keep my computer going. It's a bad catch 22 that will hopefully be solved really soon. I'm just really scared. Since money is going to be extremely tight. My mind keeps telling me to suck it up and just get a job somewhere but my body can't handle it right now and my short term memory is terrible. Tonight I was questioning whether I fed the dog a couple hours ago.