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Old 22-02-2021, 02:59 PM   #1
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I知 pissed off!

Firstly my second CPN I had resigned from her job and went back to inpatient care she would ring me weekly and found her really helpful beginning to build a rapport with her and don’t have clue who I am being on referred to next or how long she will last.

Secondly my caseworker at the university is leaving on the 19th and I am still waiting to hear. I can’t be referred to counselling via the nhs as I am under the CPN system. This has all happened when I am just in the process of moving right when I needed the most support in the world.

To make matters two people I know with mental illness have sadly passed away and I have known them in the community since 2007 and I was closest to them then any of real life/in person friends apart from Becky.
It was 3 year of her anniversary last week and I still couldn’t go and see her grave because of the snow.
I am beyond pissed off, so glad I have Reddit/discord and other forums to use.

Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.

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Old 28-02-2021, 04:00 PM   #2
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Sounds like you've got a lot going on- sorry you're experiencing so much loss at the same time, both in terms of professional support and friends.

I hope that your replacement CPN and caseworker turn out to be just as good, if not better than their predecessors!

We may not see eye to eye, but we can respect each other's opinions and find the truth in them.
Perhaps in those honest conversations, instead of demonising each other,
we might see each other as imperfect humans, doing our best. ~ Jodi Picoult

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