(((Sasha)))) I'm glad you're feeling better- I'm sure your kids would miss you if something were to happen.
Dehydrated after heaps of water and feeling so angry and frustrated with myself for being so weak. I can't do this any more. I need to cut back more or the pain and anger in my head will never let me rest. I hate that I am so weak. I feel like I take up too much space; that I am failing myself *curls up under beanbag*. Sorry for being so negative ad spoiling it in here
So she lights up a candle for hope to be found
Captive and blind by the darkness around
Each wave a promise, a new hope reborn
Sunrise consoles at the break of dawn
*hugs little* It only helped for a short while. :( And I'm not sure the kids would notice too much. I mean, they've had so many teachers in and out of that room lately, I'd just be another teacher who didn't stay...
"I need you to know, I'm not through the night. Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light."
"I don't belong here, I gotta move on, dear. Escape from this afterlife"
"Don't let them in, don't let them see. Be the good girl you always had to be. Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know."
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
*hides under beanbag* I'm sorry I'm not much use here
So she lights up a candle for hope to be found
Captive and blind by the darkness around
Each wave a promise, a new hope reborn
Sunrise consoles at the break of dawn
*hugs LittleCloud* You don't need to apologise honey, it helps that you are here. We know you're struggling at the moment and that's okay. It's what this place is here for.
x x x
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
*hugs Sasha and gives teddy*
*puts plate of cupcakes and mugs of hot chocolate on the table*
Hope everyone is okay <3
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
*hugs little* It only helped for a short while. :( And I'm not sure the kids would notice too much. I mean, they've had so many teachers in and out of that room lately, I'd just be another teacher who didn't stay...
Some of them would notice at least. I remember my preschool teachers- just their presence. You're important to them, just like the other teachers in maintaining consistency.
Thanks Katie. I just feel so crap for not being able to help more. I just can't seem to make the anxiety go and A-Rex is relentless... there is no rest. Jittery but not quite as bad as yesterday. Ate out tonight and now I can't keep still *sits and rocks in corner*. Sorry
So she lights up a candle for hope to be found
Captive and blind by the darkness around
Each wave a promise, a new hope reborn
Sunrise consoles at the break of dawn
So she lights up a candle for hope to be found
Captive and blind by the darkness around
Each wave a promise, a new hope reborn
Sunrise consoles at the break of dawn
Everythings to quick. And I cant think propley. And Ive had alcohol now the situaiton is worse and I want to go back to where I was abused and destroy myself in it.
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
Floating- Is there a friend you trust, or a roomate maybe who can put you to bed? If you've had alcohol, then you need someone to be there for you, and a good night's rest. *hugs tightly* Why do you want to go back to when you were abused? Its okay to have that urge to destroy yourself, and sometimes we think we're not worth being saved. But you deserve more. I really hope you get some sleep so that your head is clearer.
*hugs Tan*
Not good. At all. Meh. Never mind. How are you? Has been a while <3
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥