I had a lovely weekend and I'm sorry things were a bit awkward. But I want to be with you and I am interested in you, I'm just not very good at showing it.
It's funny how that site always seems to publish your communications isn't it? You out of all people seem to have a guest contribution on that site on such a regular basis. Funny that.
You'll have to lend me a copy of the book sometime.
You say the only way you can deal with a sociopath is to walk away! Fine, absolutely fine but I have tried that and tried that and tried that and you just keep pursuing me and stalking me and harassing me. How the f**k am I supposed to get away from you other than go to the police? You're never going to leave me alone, this just goes on and on and on.
And what the hell is the point of saying don't be angry with me? You're trying to destroy my life and I'm not supposed to be angry, yeah it's all just fine is it? Seriously what do you want me to do? I can't escape from you, I'm just some sodding game to you that goes on for bloody ever. I tried everything I could with you, everything, my ideas are used up, they were used up ages ago. This is going to end in total destruction, lives are going to be destroyed because you couldn't stop playing your pathetic games, winning is so important to you, your games and winning them. Fine you won, you won every bloody round, you're a total absolute winner on everything. Now you've won you can F**k off and find another victim. Don't you see the consequences? Seriously sit and think about the CONSEQUENCES, this is people's lives you are playing with and your own, you going to end up destroying other people and yourself. I said it before and i'll make damn clear again, if you think you're going to destroy my life you had better get ready to live the rest of your days in total blind terror because you wont even have begun to see what real anger is, blind uncontrolled rage, walk away for the last time.
we accept you for who you are, we dont care you are bisexual (not that ive told them yet but are planning on telling them today)
Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.
it will be okay, i'm not going to be annoyed with you if you don't go to placement on Monday i just want to support you in any way i can even if i end up lying to do so.
"For I can do anything through Christ who strengthens me"
"You are good, you are good when there's nothing good in me"
I'm not angry or upset with you I just wasn't replying because I was busy btu I promise we're still friends I don't dislike you in anyway and I love you
"For I can do anything through Christ who strengthens me"
"You are good, you are good when there's nothing good in me"
I am sorry for leaving you and giving no explanation. It was never anything you did, it was me I am sorry I couldn't explain it then but I would like to explain it now. I never meant to hurt you. I love you
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."