cutting addiction need help. Down & out

katmum · 04-03-2013, 01:16 AM

I don't know what to do. I've been hurting so bad & lower then ever. I find myself wanting to cut a lot. I can't seem to resist the urge. I'm also having thoughts to kill myself. I just can't stand my pain & all the loss & depression & problems in my life. I hate Myself & my life. I lost everything that means anything to me. Now I have nothing. I am nobody. I'm desperate & hopeless & worthless. I feel like giving up.

freakangel · 04-03-2013, 05:55 AM

I'm sorry that you are so depressed and low at the moment, it has to be hard. But know that feelings are temporary and things are temporary, nothing is permanent but death. You'll find new important things/people in your life. Things can get better. Do you have a MH team you could talk to? Or someone else. If your truly feeling suicidal then you should go to A&E/the ER and get the help you do deserve. Is there a way you could write out some o the semi good things in life so you can look at them and see them when your especially down? I dunno, if you need anything I'm here. Take care.

katmum · 04-03-2013, 09:00 AM

Thanks for replying. I was thinking i wasnt even worth anyones time to talk to me. Your the only one who bothered. I do see someone from Mh but she isn't much help. I can't take much more.

Buttons. · 04-03-2013, 12:34 PM

You are well worth bothering with honest. What is it do you think the mh worker could do to help you more? Take care.

PassedExpectations · 04-03-2013, 10:13 PM

does hurting yourself make you feel more or less able to deal with life and the challenges that it brings? i remember that i would harm myself to feel in control, or get a release, but then would look back on harming and think "oh, well i'm so incompetant, i can't possibly do this" and it would keep me from even trying to do the things that would get me better