I ****ing hate IP sometimes
They tell me to eat but then when I don't feel well and fall asleep during dinner time and no one tries to wake me up so I don't eat and they throw my food away before I get a chance to eat, it's like **** them. So honestly, my thought now is I just won't eat or drink for awhile, I'll probably give in on the drinking, but the eating, **** them, I don't want to eat and guess what, they can't make me. Gr, the eating disorder thoughts are ruling my head and I don't feel like it's my fault, I kind of just want to prove a point
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