That's true
I'm hoping he can just give me some extra medication or something like he does when I'm manic.
Or increase my depot
At the moment I'm not certain I'm contaminated so I've got that going for me
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Wannabe CPN : -)
"He who is tired of Weird Al is tired of life." - Homer Simpson "I hear those voices that will not be drowned" Sanity is a nasty disease. The world would be a happier place without it. - Rilic
RIP Kat 4th July 1987- 11th June 2013
The crisis team called for 2 minutes and 22 seconds.
Now I'm crying.
I wanted to tell them that the voices and the TV are telling me to let all my blood out. But they didn't give me a chance. It was obvious that they just wanted me off the phone.
My razors are all in the safe so I can't do anything anyway.
I would go out and buy more but really can't be bothered to get dressed today. So I guess I'm safe.
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
When do you next have contact with people other than the crisis team? Maybe you could work together to figure out what sort of support you want/need from crisis etc (like you being in control of the phone call so they don't fob you off).
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
Tomorrow. But I can't wait that long. Things are just getting worse and worse.
I text shout. They told me to call 111. I called 111 and they just kept asking me over and over again what I could do to help myself and I kept telling them that I don't know and that's why I called but they weren't listening to I hung up.
I don't know what else I can do.
I'm sitting here with something sharp and I don't know what to do
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Please don't SH. Is there anyone you can give the sharp too? Is there anyone you feel comfortable talking to, friend or family? Maybe give CT another go? You deserve to be safe.
The crisis team called a member of the crisis team who was off duty but only lives 2 miles away. He turned up. Luckily I've known him for years so it's not a stranger.
He's just gone out to call the office. I don't know why
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
It really sucks when people/services think things of you that don't feel good. I wish I knew what to say. I'm really sorry you are struggling so much right now.
Is there anything you think that might help?
Please do not give me virtual hugs unless you are only using the hug function on threads. Thanks.
You can't always keep it separate.
This is happening, this is part of you.