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Old 30-05-2020, 06:42 PM   #361
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Thank you, that's very kind and makes sense.

I went for a walk with my mum and big sister. There were quite a few people out and for some reason I was worried about some of them were sent by the Organisation. It was scarey.



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Old 30-05-2020, 08:29 PM   #362
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Next time you go for a walk maybe try and focus on other things like the scenery around you and chat to whoever you're out with about anything at all. If talking about random stuff would be a good distraction then do that but if you need to share your worries do that. Although I would go back to the general chat afterwards.





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Old 31-05-2020, 02:33 AM   #363
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Could you ask your mum and sister to tell you if they see any people sent by this organization? Would they know what to look for? Or could you ask them if you are concerned about anyone in particular to see what they think?



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Old 02-06-2020, 10:42 AM   #364
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I'm pleased but a little scared. My CPN has been trying to get me a face to face appointment with the psychiatrist.



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Old 03-06-2020, 01:45 PM   #365
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What makes you pleased and what makes you scared?





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Old 03-06-2020, 03:13 PM   #366
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I hate phone calls so I'm grateful not to have to do that. But it will take a while to get an appointment.



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Old 03-06-2020, 04:44 PM   #367
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Will you still be chatting with your CPN in between? Is there no way you can have a brief call with the psychiatirst just to go through the main things before the face to face appointment? I know phone calls can be really tough. Are there other things you think you need until you can see the psych?





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Old 03-06-2020, 05:19 PM   #368
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Technically I can contact my CPN but I've not got anything new to say. I would rather not have a phone call with the psychiatrist, it's hard to express myself not in person. I will just wait.



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Old 03-06-2020, 07:42 PM   #369
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Did your CPN say roughly how long it will take to get an appointment? Maybe try writing down things as they come up and then when you eventually get an appointment you can condense it to a list. Do please contact your CPN if you need to though.





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Old 04-06-2020, 04:10 PM   #370
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Does anyone have any ideas about how to combat the implant in my neck, without cutting it out?



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Old 04-06-2020, 04:28 PM   #371
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I would not mess with anything in your neck without consulting a medical human. Otherwise that could be super dangerous. Can you ask your mum or CPN to see if they can get you in touch with someone proper?



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Old 04-06-2020, 08:16 PM   #372
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They will tell me it's not real. I wouldn't believe that even if they showed me a scan. The Organisation would give them a false scan to show me. And what if I did somehow know it was gone, it's not beyond them to put in another one.



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Old 04-06-2020, 11:43 PM   #373
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That sounds confusing, but if it has to be in there, is there a way to just accept it has to be there? Messing with your neck is way too dangerous to do on your own.



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Old 05-06-2020, 10:48 AM   #374
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Yeah I know it's dangerous, seriously. But every time I think about it I get scared. I just distract in the most pleasant ways possible.



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Old 05-06-2020, 04:39 PM   #375
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I'm so relieved, I've got a face to face appointment with the psych on Thursday. I'm going to do my best to be honest and am going to write a list of everything going on.



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Old 05-06-2020, 06:14 PM   #376
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Psychiatrists also have medical degrees. Do you think you could ask them about the implant too? I'm glad you can get to see them in person. Do you think you can manage okay until then?



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Old 07-06-2020, 11:32 AM   #377
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I'm really scared of the implant this morning. I know I shouldn't try to cut it out so j don't know what to do.



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Old 07-06-2020, 09:00 PM   #378
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Could you try talking to your family? I know you made the hat before to help with other things. Is there anything similar that you could make to help with the implant?



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Old 08-06-2020, 01:45 PM   #379
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I'm not sure what to do, I'm not entirely clear about how the implant works. I know it connects with the cameras when I turn on the lights. It lets the Organisation track me. Maybe some kind of scarf?

I wrote out some stuff for the psych, it's a whole side of A4! I need to put it all in a proper order. It's a new psych and my sister is seeing him today, she's going to tell me what he's like.



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Old 08-06-2020, 06:31 PM   #380
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My sister's appointment lasted an hour and a half! She said to expect the same on Thursday. And I've written out my list all neat and in a sensible order.

Tomorrow I have my regular blood test so I'm going to ask for the results from the plasma levels test they did a couple of weeks ago. It effects how much clozapine I can have.



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