Im in rough bout gang, I feel worthless, not important unloved, i been trying to draw but yeah
Hello everyone name is Becca age 34, everyone who is a resident of my head may or may not show. I know Sammie will if there is someone around her age. Ace would be most likely to show up out of all of them.
The residence of my head
Sammie: Age 6, sweet, shy, playful, doesn't like grown men
Leigh: Age 16, sort of a loner, creative, friendly, protective of Sammie
Ace: Age 29, sensitive, creative, a good guy tries to convince Sammie each day that he is.
*curls up in the corner with a pillow, blankie, and teddy bear*
hugs are always needed and very welcomed...pm me if anyone needs any in return...im a great hugger in return as well! *hugs to all who need them*
MY RYL FAMILY: Blondiebear is my sister; nuttergirl is my little sister; makeachoice is my niece; prs100 is my niece; rachel487 is my sister;emovampryss is my wiccan sister; phroggie is my wiccan sister;crazychaoticmess and salutaredelamare are my angels. they always help to save me from myself.
*hugs for everyone, especially caiden *
Feeling on the verge. Not quite bad enough yet.
Keep wondering why I come back... It's not like I know anyone.
I've missed ryl. And everything.
It's all a bit stirred up. I'm triggered, I wanna but I can't.
I think all my protective factors have turned into triggers.
Eh... Ain't good. But never mind.
If this was a real ward I'd be trying to hide or trying to look after someone.
*looks hopefully for a volunteer*
...I try to outsmart him, but somehow he knows,
Wherever I am, that f***ing dog goes... - Dog, Andy Bull
No matter how bad things get, the true test is how we choose to respond to the pain we suffer, or inflict. - Amenadiel, Lucifer
Why is the path unclear,
When we know hope is near
Understand we'll go hand in hand, but we'll walk alone in fear
~~Margo is my penguin 🐧!!! ~~
Comes in and asks ktanaya if i can hide with you . Like you i dont know anyone anyone . I feel so lost and alone i thought leaving here was for the best but here i am again x
when your in a hole stop digging
Our greatest glory consists not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall.
*hugs for hurtnpain*
Course. Feeling rather crappy myself. Wanna hide under something soliD?
Just wanna give up. Too tired. Too... Something. Dun wanna be adult. Barely wanna be alive.
Why can't I ever stay stable?
...I try to outsmart him, but somehow he knows,
Wherever I am, that f***ing dog goes... - Dog, Andy Bull
No matter how bad things get, the true test is how we choose to respond to the pain we suffer, or inflict. - Amenadiel, Lucifer
Why is the path unclear,
When we know hope is near
Understand we'll go hand in hand, but we'll walk alone in fear
~~Margo is my penguin 🐧!!! ~~
I just want to disappear. Scattered my nanna's ashes this morning and leaving for hospital tomorrow. Don't want to be here anymore but can't stop life. I was badly hurt by two boyfriends leaving me alone in this life and can't leave my husband that way
*sneaks into a corner with Bear and my blanket*
*huggles for anyone who needs them and can accept them*
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *
*huggles to everyone* feeling a bit better today so I decided to drop in to see if I could possibly be a help to anyone else. i'll be around on & off today, so if anyone needs me, just pm me and i'll do my best to get back to you as quickily as possible. if you live in the united states, you can always hit me up in text. my name is betty, my cell number is 417-499-3158
MY RYL FAMILY: Blondiebear is my sister; nuttergirl is my little sister; makeachoice is my niece; prs100 is my niece; rachel487 is my sister;emovampryss is my wiccan sister; phroggie is my wiccan sister;crazychaoticmess and salutaredelamare are my angels. they always help to save me from myself.
Betty, I'm not sure if giving out phone numbers is a great idea, or even within guidelines. It's a lovely sentiment, but probably better to give out via pm.
Glad to hear you are feeling better tho.
...I try to outsmart him, but somehow he knows,
Wherever I am, that f***ing dog goes... - Dog, Andy Bull
No matter how bad things get, the true test is how we choose to respond to the pain we suffer, or inflict. - Amenadiel, Lucifer
Why is the path unclear,
When we know hope is near
Understand we'll go hand in hand, but we'll walk alone in fear
~~Margo is my penguin 🐧!!! ~~
Not doing well tonight. I was at the shops today and saw the man who abused me as a child. To be honest I don't know if he saw me, or would even recognise me, but when I turned around after putting my trolley in the return bay and he was looking straight in my direction I completely freaked out. When I got home I switched to Eliza - my 4 year old alter - and she believed that he knew where we were and that he was going to try and kill me. My husband gave me some sedatives to help calm us down and we went to sleep for a while. Now I don't know what to think and the intense fear is hiding just below the surface. Maybe more sleep will help me to reset but until then I guess I just wait and see....
Right now I just want to cry and disappear, and maybe that is all for the best....
She shouts, she screams, she smashes your dreams . . .
Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to?
'Cause you have turned into my worst enemy,
You carry hate that I don't feel: It's over now WHAT HAVE YOU DONE
* Proud Plumeria Sister * My Support Thread * I got lei'd in vets *
* My RYL Family: big brother Doikers; little sisters MammaMia & flutterby butterfly *