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Old 31-01-2019, 09:44 PM   #221
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Keep on fighting Beckie. I have every faith in you xxx



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Old 01-02-2019, 11:29 AM   #222
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Thank you Dawn xx

I had a yogurt for breakfast
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Old 01-02-2019, 12:35 PM   #223
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You are trying mega hard, I'm sure it will pay off in the end.





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Old 01-02-2019, 01:48 PM   #224
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I had some lunch too!!
Still feels very uncomfortable though
I have considered stopping eating again but I want to go home and I'm not even sure about contamination anymore



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Old 01-02-2019, 02:49 PM   #225
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Well done with having lunch Beckie. I think you are definitely going in the right direction and stopping eating again would set things further back for you.





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Old 01-02-2019, 03:32 PM   #226
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Thanks
Yes you are right
I really want to move forward and get home



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Old 01-02-2019, 06:39 PM   #227
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You are doing so well. I hope things continue to improve for you.



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Old 01-02-2019, 07:30 PM   #228
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Thank you

I am freaking out a bit because I've eaten today.
It doesn't feel right
And i want to go back to not eating and drinking
But I also need to get out of here

Also apparently there's something wrong with my blood test so am on multi vitamins and my other blood test is being rushed through because of an infection or something?
I really don't understand what they were saying



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Old 01-02-2019, 08:21 PM   #229
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I think it would be okay to ask them again. For clarification and maybe even some peace of mind.
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Old 01-02-2019, 09:20 PM   #230
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Thats a good idea
I will ask x



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Old 02-02-2019, 02:34 PM   #231
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Im worried about my blood being contaminated again
I'm having to have blood tests every day now
And multi vitamins 4 times a day
It doesn't feel right
I dont know what's going on
And the nurses aren't sure either



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Old 02-02-2019, 04:09 PM   #232
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Can you ask to see the duty doc and get them to explain?

Sorry I haven't replied earlier. You are in my thoughts.



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Old 02-02-2019, 04:42 PM   #233
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Thats a good idea.

No need to apologise!
Thank you

I've just had a visit from my mum and Jasmine.
I feel quite sad now
I'm just sick of being here.
I want to be at home
I want to go and see them at home and not have to come back to this bloody ward and back to being on 1:1 and seeing doctors and whatever
I've had enough



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Old 02-02-2019, 05:25 PM   #234
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Can you use that feeling of frustration to work towards getting home?

Can you ask what you need to do to get off 1:1? What steps do you need to take etc.



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Old 02-02-2019, 05:32 PM   #235
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I'm trying to use it to get home.

I will ask.
It just doesn't make sense because I have been eating and as far as I know, I'm only on 1:1 because of the risk of me collapsing due to not eating.



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Old 02-02-2019, 06:47 PM   #236
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Keep asking about anything you're unsure about, this is your life and your treatment. I know it's awful being in hospital especially for a long period of time, you will get back home though. Keep moving forward. You can do this.





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Old 02-02-2019, 07:56 PM   #237
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I don't know and hopefully you could ask, but it could be something related to refeeding? I know that can really mess with electrolytes and body function and would potentially explain extra vitamins. When I first started eating again in eating disorder treatment I had to have the same thing done (daily bloods and extra vitamins for the first week or so), it was actually normal protocol due to risk.



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Old 02-02-2019, 09:59 PM   #238
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Thanks both

I asked the nurse and you are right Camden, its to make sure everything is ok now I've started eating again.

I desperately want to stop eating again because I feel so so bad but I also want to get home.
I've had to ask for extra meds plus usual meds and sleeping pills because I just want to be asleep.
My brain is not my friend today.



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Old 03-02-2019, 01:07 AM   #239
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Refeeding really sucks. I'm sorry you are having to deal with that. I hope tomorrow is a bit better for you and things feel slightly less awful. It sounds like you are doing all the right things to get home and trying super hard. I hope staff there can recognise that too.



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Old 03-02-2019, 11:20 AM   #240
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thank you
I am trying
The staff are being very good

I've only been awake like 30 mins and I already want to go back to sleep.
I do not want to be awake

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