Contains sexual abuse - help! im torn :'(..
I'm currently living in a residential care home. I went missing about 4 days ago because i was frustrated, i didn't come back. I was gone all day up untill about 10pm, i had about 30 police are looking for me. I was found&brought back very shaken&upset.
Thing is.. Whilst i was out, i got attacked. It was dark&i couldn't see their face. They beat me (seemed to be aimed at my stomach and ribs) they also touched me. I havnt told anyone! I'm in a LOT of EXTREME pain with my abdomen and ribs but in scared to get medical help incase they make me report it! I'm scared?! I have been subjected to sexual abuse, physical abuse and traffiking before, thats where my previous PTSD has come from but noone knows about that either?!.. I don't want anyone to know.. Please can i have your opinions?! Thanks, xo