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Old 04-08-2009, 04:05 PM   #81
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I just want to know why it was a policeman in the dream... :/ I guess it deosn't matter eeally though lol


ye, Jack is ok... luckily I am not that strong

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Old 04-08-2009, 04:07 PM   #82
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maybe cos policemen are meant to protect us
and i think a lot of people with experiences of abuse are scared of policemen cos they epitomise all our fears about not being believed
*nods*
or that's bullsh*t
one or the other



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Old 04-08-2009, 04:08 PM   #83
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that kind of make sense

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Old 04-08-2009, 11:46 PM   #84
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I got a reply today from the BBC about the pararoma episode...

the reply was really patronising and actually insulting! I've sent another complaint and made a complaint directly to pararoma

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Old 11-08-2009, 09:56 PM   #85
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What did the reply say hun?

I can feel a flashback coming. I can't deal with this, not tonight.

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Old 12-08-2009, 10:47 PM   #86
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this may be an odd question, but;

does anyone else throw-up after flashbacks?

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Old 13-08-2009, 04:01 AM   #87
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Guys are getting harder and harder to be around, especially adult men. I hate this. I'm okay with being gay/bi/whatever I am. I know that I'm more likely to be with girls. But this hurts. The only safe men in my life are my two older brothers. What happens when they start being scary too? Please please please don't make them scary. My rational side isn't scared of guys. They're just humans, like me. But then, when they look especially like him, it's just so hard.
I don't want it to be like this.




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Old 13-08-2009, 12:23 PM   #88
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I was diagnosed with ptsd like last week... My psychs freaking out over how unstable i am and this is getting me into no end of trouble at home. My psych told my mum i need to be occuppied and preferably not left alone.. so my mum thinks that means being taken out places. WHICH I DONT NEED/ WANT it makes me so much worse, i stay home where i feel safe and my fear of being around people is stupid... i dont want to go out and its very hard to hide my anxiety i mean mum dragged me out yesturday and this is really pathetic but a little lad walked into the back of me and full blown flashbacks and panic. I mean thats so stupid he was only a little kid for crying out loud! I dont want to go outside and im perfectly capable of occupying myself with things i feel safe doing. I just cant hack being around loads of people right now. I dont see why she doesnt get that im so knackered when i go outside im exhausted after an hour or so from my anxiety. Urgh and i have another 5 days of this




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Old 13-08-2009, 12:25 PM   #89
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this may be an odd question, but;

does anyone else throw-up after flashbacks?
Yeah i do its horrid ¬¬ *hugs*




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Old 25-08-2009, 10:37 PM   #90
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*bumps*
is everyone okay?

Flashbacks are really bad today/tonight

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Old 06-09-2009, 09:42 PM   #91
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how are people doing?

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Old 07-09-2009, 12:13 AM   #92
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Pretty rubbish.. college is driving me crazy, flashbacks are wild and pretty consistant, nightmares every night im like a little kid.. i have no control over my body and i like doing childish things.. it comforts me for some reason.. I found one of his jumpers the other day *shudders* i could hear him telling me to put it on, i wanted to ring him i dont know why though?! For one he's dead and secondly why would i want him?? Its confusing me.. I dont want to go back to college, its scaring me and my tutor reminds me of him! He has the same eyes and same tone of voice, the minute i heard him i just wanted to run away but i just become submissive.. i dont know what to do and this is a man i have to see for 1-2-1 sessions with weekly i dont know what to do!




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Old 05-10-2009, 10:34 PM   #93
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how is everyone doing?



It's PTSD awareness day on saturday, I'm postering the city for it lol. I've uploaded some posters to my website too :) in the past I've had "minions" to poster for events for me in various cities, but they all seem to have abandoned me this time

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Old 06-10-2009, 06:19 PM   #94
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I'm getting less hyper-vigilant around people/strangers.
I never thought it would be possible. I thought I would be forever in hell. But I'm emerging. You have no idea [well, you guys probably do!] how much of a relief it is. I hope it lasts.

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Old 06-10-2009, 06:21 PM   #95
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^i've never posted in here cuz i dont have ptsd, but go you katie :) that made me grin after seeing some of your posts from awhile ago and then that :) [if im making any sense ><]



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Old 06-10-2009, 06:49 PM   #96
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Thanks Heather. :) You're absolutely making sense.

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Old 06-10-2009, 07:52 PM   #97
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I hope tht lastsfor you. Hyper-vigilance is awful

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Old 06-10-2009, 07:53 PM   #98
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Me too, thanks. :)
Indeed it is, especially when it comes with a whole bundle of violent feelings and rage, as mine has been prone to do.

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Old 06-10-2009, 11:42 PM   #99
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Hey my name is Helen.
I was diagnosed with PTSD when I was 19,I'm 22 now and haven't recieved treatment.

The most I did was buy a book for myself to read to kind of help.
Which it didn't really do.

Thanks for making this thread..I didn't know there was one



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Old 07-10-2009, 07:28 AM   #100
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Welcome to the thread. :)
What kind of help would you want, if you could choose?

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