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Old 07-09-2023, 09:14 PM   #1
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Support for Cacoethes (Beckie)

Hi everyone,

As most of you know Cacoethes (Beckie) has been really struggling with her ED recently. She has updated me this evening and consented to me updating you all.

She has been taken to hospital by ambulance.

I know she is struggling very much with taking how ill she is seriously and thought I would make this thread as a place we can all leave her encouragement, love and support and I or her can post updates on her health.

We are all rooting for you Beckie and want you to get well soon xxx


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Old 07-09-2023, 09:22 PM   #2
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Hi Beckie,
I've been reading your posts, and I really hope you get better soon. Sending lots of love.

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Old 07-09-2023, 09:23 PM   #3
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I'm so sorry to hear this but I'm glad they're looking after you Cacoethes, please let them. I hope this emergency helps you see how much you need help. If you or lr could keep us updated that would be great. Sending love.



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Old 07-09-2023, 10:08 PM   #4
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Sending all the love and well wishes to you, Beckie. Let them help you! <3

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Old 07-09-2023, 11:43 PM   #5
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Thank you everyone <3
And to jen for making the thread

On ward now
Had some treatment but need more stuff and poss see dietician tomorrow
It was very scary



I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!


Who else is fine?!?!?


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Old 08-09-2023, 12:42 AM   #6
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Hope the dietitian is helpful Beckie/not scary. Leaving love and hugs if wanted.



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Old 08-09-2023, 02:36 AM   #7
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As much as hospital sucks sounds like you are in the right place for now. Hopefully you can get out fairly speedily.




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Old 08-09-2023, 07:56 AM   #8
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Thank you both <3

Bit more energy this morning

It's absolutely not been a vibe.
I tried to refuse treatment yesterday but the drs said i would probably die in as little as a few hours if i went home. Which seems very dramatic tbh and I'm still not sure how true that was.
Still on a drip.
Also have a bright yellow vitamin drip.

But due to the drips, i am a bit more 'with it' this morning.
Idk what would have happened if one of the pharmacy ladies didn't call me back as i was leaving, because i looked unwell. And she took me into the back with the pharmacist and insisted on calling an ambulance.

I am mentally fried.
Hoping to go home today once medically stable.
I have stuff to do
And i feel bad for being here Because this is all self inflicted



I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!


Who else is fine?!?!?


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Old 08-09-2023, 08:01 AM   #9
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Am really glad you got to hospital in time. Let them help you.

I am thinking of you.



'It's an impossible choice ... I'll just have to hope that when I flip the coin it somehow explodes and kills me.'

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Old 08-09-2023, 08:06 AM   #10
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Thank you Lio
Hope you're ok <3



I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!


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Old 08-09-2023, 09:27 AM   #11
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Good to hear from you. Look after yourself, no matter how counter intuitive that might seem to you.



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Old 08-09-2023, 11:21 AM   #12
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Thank you.
I have to see dietician/nutritionist today.
And have regular sugar and ketone checks.
Also have to see psych liason
Then see what happens.
I am feeling a lot more awake now



I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!


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Old 08-09-2023, 11:51 AM   #13
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Good luck with all the docs.



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Old 08-09-2023, 12:04 PM   #14
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Let them look after you, Beckie. You deserve it. <3





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Old 08-09-2023, 02:39 PM   #15
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Thanks so much everyone <3

It is not good news at all.

I've just seen psych liason. I have to stay until at least Monday, possibly for the whole week, and not allowed to leave or I'll be sectioned.
I have a meal plan from the dietician and if i don't follow it, they will consider a tube.
I have cried so much.
Someone from the psych team will see me every day over the weekend.
I absolutely cannot deal with this



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Old 08-09-2023, 03:50 PM   #16
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Oh I'm sorry that sounds overwhelming but I'm so glad they're taking your physical and mental health seriously. And we're here too :)



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Old 08-09-2023, 04:12 PM   #17
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Thank you tamo
I've cried too much and now i have a headache
And i just feel tired and fed up with everything now



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Old 08-09-2023, 05:08 PM   #18
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That is lot to come to terms with. Honestly though I am relieved you are somewhere safe and they are finally helping you. Will they be supporting you with mealtimes?

Also regarding what the psych said about BMI - I feel like maybe the message wasn't 'you have an X BMI', it was more 'BMI is absolutely irrelevant here', which is a message I endorse. If that helps at all.



'It's an impossible choice ... I'll just have to hope that when I flip the coin it somehow explodes and kills me.'

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Old 08-09-2023, 05:13 PM   #19
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Apparently someone will have to sit with me. Whether that actually happens or not remains to be seen. You know what general wards are like.

Probably. It's highly likely I've taken the worst possible interpretation as it's something I'm sensitive about.

It's all got far too serious far too fast.



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Old 08-09-2023, 05:16 PM   #20
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Don't have many words but have read and can see how hard it all must be for you right now. Hope psych liaison give you appropriate support to deal with psychological side of trying the meal plan. Sending hugs if you would like them




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