Sorry... This probably shouldn't even really be here, it's not an important thing, but I desperately needed to rant and... yeah.
Please don't be mad!
There's this guy who rides my bus, and he's ALWAYS touching me. Nothing inapproprate, just hugs and tickling and stuff, but it makes me extremely uncomfortable. There's some kids on my bus who usually tell him to bug off if he's touching too much (he doesn't listen to me at all,) but they weren't there today... He sat in my seat (usually I get it to myself) and the entire bus ride he had his arm around me and was hugging me or poking me or tickling me or something and it must have looked like we were going out or something (He does this at lunch too, and people always say he looks like he's flirting with me, and I hate it!!)
I know it's not a big deal and there's only two more days of school and it's probably my fault anyway so I should just shut up and stop overreacting and making such a big deal out of nothing but I feel so disgusting and gross and humiliated. I wanted to throw up or cry or something when he finally left. I don't want to deal with two more days of this, and that's not even thinking about all next year.
But I say "no" when he tickles me and stuff and he ignores me. I try to pull away when he's hugging me too close and he just holds tighter. At lunch we try to sit so that he can't sit next to me and somehow he always does. He finds me in the hallway and bugs me, and now my friends are done with school so he's going to be on the bus and no one's going to stop him...
I'm sorry. This is stupid and pointless... some hugs are no big deal, right? I'm done, I guess. Sorry.
<3 Katie