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Old 13-01-2008, 01:38 PM   #1
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Triggering (SI) - argh

i sit here and wonder what i am doing
i had it in my hand i want to cut so bad
the phone went so it helped me not to do it
my friend asked if i were ok and i just yeh all is good but inside i was screaming out no no no

why couldnt i just tell her how i was feeling

i want to cut so bad i wanna get it done
but as i sit i distract myself but i feel like i am going to give in

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Old 13-01-2008, 02:57 PM   #2
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Hun i know how hard it is to distract yourself from SI urges ...
But believe me recovery is worth fighting for , It's hard sometimes to share the ones we love about how we feel , sometimes cause you can't even explain it to yourself or sometimes cause it's hard to let them see right through you [at least thats how i feel....]
You said that you had it in your hand , please hun can you get rid of the blade ? ? It will be much easier to fight the urges when you don't have sharp objects to hurt yourself with .

If you wanna tell your friend about how you feel , why don't you mail her ? Or may be chat with her on MSN or something like that , it will be much easier for you to share your emotions that way .

I hope you'd keep distracting yourself . Here are some useful links:
The fun and Distractions Forum [link]
The Big Distraction list [link]

stay strong ,

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Old 13-01-2008, 03:55 PM   #3
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its getting harder yeh i am distracting myself but its getting harder by the moment

i tryed tpo throw the blade away but i couldnt do it

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Old 13-01-2008, 03:57 PM   #4
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stay strong and keep going hun
try going out the house for a bit it may help
always here for you xx

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Old 13-01-2008, 04:33 PM   #5
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went out earlier but it didnt help much

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Old 13-01-2008, 09:45 PM   #6
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Could you go round to a friend's house? Or any public place (like cinema, out for a coffee etc.). Even if you don't stay.

Keep trying. You can do it. Here if you need

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Old 13-01-2008, 10:20 PM   #7
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Im so sorry that your having such a difficult time. There could be many reasons why you didnt want to tell her how you was really feeling like perhaps you didnt want to worry her or hurt her. I know its hard not being able to tell your frined but you musnt feel to bad for not being able to tell her its not your fault it is quite common and is quite a difficult thing to do.

Im sorry for all of the pain that your going through i really am i cant begin to imagine how difficult things must be for you right now. We are all here for you though and we all really care about you. We will always do our very best to support you.

I know that your having a difficult time but you can get through this. You really can. Please dont give up. We are all here for you at this very difficult time. Please keep yourself safe.

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