Adult - Been around for a while.
I've been looking at these boards for about, well, going on 16 years now I suppose. I've tried time and time again to will myself to come back and respond but I never did and I honestly don't believe that I was ready to heal until now. I want to get clean and sober, stop throwing up daily and stop cutting because of overwhelming emotions. I've never really said that out loud but I think it's time. I've let everything that happened in life ruin me too much and I want to take myself back. I want to be accountable. I want to present. I want to be here.
Day 1 starts today.