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Old 09-05-2019, 06:26 PM   #501
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Also just want to say well done for getting treatment. Hope you're getting on ok.

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Old 09-05-2019, 06:59 PM   #502
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I still physically feel like shit. Mentally now feel horrendous. Can't do this anymore. Can't face work or anything tomorrow.



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Old 09-05-2019, 07:20 PM   #503
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And now I'm crying. And I have no idea how to keep going and I am an idiot.



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Old 09-05-2019, 07:24 PM   #504
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I wish I knew the answers or how to help at all... Being both mentally and physically shit is an awful combination. Hopefully you'll start to feel better after the treatment today?

You are not an idiot. And you're unbelievably strong to keep going through all this. You can do it.

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Old 09-05-2019, 07:25 PM   #505
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You're not an idiot, you are lovely. How's the treatment going?

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Old 10-05-2019, 11:02 AM   #506
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I self harmed again last night. It was a very tough time.

Unfortunately I disnt feel better physically after the treatment. Fainted a few times this morning. When I finally got to work and fainted they took me to hospital. I was seen and then rushed through to resus where I've been told I need a blood transfusion. But I will probably be allowed home after.



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Old 10-05-2019, 03:15 PM   #507
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*gentle hugs* I wish you would fight yourself less. What do you think about probably being allowed home after? Is that what you think it best/what do you need right now?





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Old 10-05-2019, 10:16 PM   #508
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I'm home now. Too tired to be anything but in bed. Today has been so strange.



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Old 11-05-2019, 06:38 AM   #509
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Please, take care of yourself. You need some rest. Are you feeling any better now?

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Old 11-05-2019, 09:01 AM   #510
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Very tired and have chest pain which I hope is just because I haven't had omeprazole in a few days. I really don't want to have to go back tk a and e to be told it's nothing.



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Old 12-05-2019, 08:13 AM   #511
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I hope it isn't anything either but might be worth getting checked out, if hospital out of the question do you have a nearby walk in centre? Thinking of you.



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Old 12-05-2019, 08:20 AM   #512
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I went back to the hospital yesterday. They think it's just strain from the anaemia and will get better on its own which is good.



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Old 12-05-2019, 04:41 PM   #513
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Well done for going back glad the results were alright x



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Old 12-05-2019, 04:48 PM   #514
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Thank you lovely.

I'm struggling to get my head around the events of the past few days and want to self harm again



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Old 12-05-2019, 06:52 PM   #515
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i'm thinking of you. i'm glad you got checked over again. i know that can't have been easy but it sounds like you did the right thing in going back. i hope you can be gentle with yourself and stay safe. your body sounds like it really needs time to recover.



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Old 12-05-2019, 06:55 PM   #516
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I'm still doing it. I told htt and they seem to trust my judgement. I'm tired of feeling like I have to do it. I want a break from myself.

Thanks for your reassurance that it was ok to go back.



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Old 14-05-2019, 01:55 PM   #517
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How have things been Lillie? Are HTT offering you support right now? I'm sure you don't have to do the harmful things, but I understand feeling like you have to. Can you think of reasons why the 'have to' is there and challenge those reasons to show that you don't actually have to? Are there safe things that help you to feel like you're not stuck inside yourself as much?





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Old 14-05-2019, 11:46 PM   #518
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Would you consider a admission? Supported accommodation



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Old 15-05-2019, 07:26 AM   #519
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Htt rang me twice over the weekend then discharged me.

I saw my psychiatrist yesterday. It did not go well at all.

Htt now want to see me again today.

I don't need an admission apparently as I have capacity and they can't stop me. I looked into supported accommodation before I went to the cassel. I'm basically not eligible because I'm not on benefits.



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Old 15-05-2019, 03:39 PM   #520
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I'm sorry your psychiatry appointment didn't go well. Did anything reasonable come of it at all? Do you know when HTT will be seeing you? If you think they can offer you anything useful then please try and let them know.





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