hello, you can call me Lia :)
i just feel like i need to stop keeping everything in and start with something easy such as forums like these.
when ever i try to talk with my irl friends it mostly ends up them venting so i feel like saying something would only bother them so i apologize for being selfish and doing it here instead
this is my second edit but i guess this being an intro i should day more???
im currently in uni carrying my parents expectations. for a long time I've been lying myself through to keep those expectations but being in uni, i cant keep on goin on like this.
its something i just laugh off and think "I'll do better next time" pretty cliche i know(ofcourse that "next time" has yet to come). but recently i can't just laugh it off and instead of doing something i just regret about it and not do anything... after a few hours i suddenly feel refreshed and go with the "oh well I'll just do better next time" mentality and its just an endless cycle
of course I don't expect this procrastination of mine to get better through these forums. its just painfull that probably everyone i know don't know about these moments that i have, since all of them described me as someone really laid back, carefree and cheerful.
sorry it ended up being this long lol
Last edited by Lia_O : 22-04-2019 at 08:15 AM.
Reason: im just realy indecisive and i feel like i need to add more sorry