It's understandable you are scared. I know reviews are difficult and quite often the prospect of the review is worse than it actually happening. I guess the main thing to remember is that the people there want to help you. Nobody is coming to this meeting in the hope to make things worse for you. I hope you'll feel able to work with them so you can all come to a good conclusion for you. x
Sammi listen to me.i saw you on Thursday and it was great to meet you.i wouldnt usually as a general rule post about meeting other RYL members cos i think mainly that is private.
However i have bad eyesight but even for me it was a shock to see you.A shock to be honest im still getting over.i know your BMI and you are dangerously ill but i didnt need to know your BMI to see that.
Even with my poor sight i could see by how small you were, how tiny, how delicate your steps were and how you struggle to walk, how you and your body were so fragile you could barely hug me, how everything was such an effort even to manage to talk cos of your physical and emotional condition.From all that i could tell just how very very ill you are.
You NEED to be in hospital and i hope they section you.Sorry.
And yes i agree you do need to want to recover but right now you are very ill and this situation needs taking out of your hands before something bad happens.
i dont think they should leave you in control of it anymore.
im sorry.
i love you.
And guys im sorry this post may seem a bit strange or off topic but seeing Sammi last Thursday it really shockede and worried me.i am very scared for her right now.She has not asked me to write all this, in fact ive barely spoken to her since.And if she or you guys are offended i will take it down but i am very worried and she really needs our support.
Good luck today hun.i really hope you are ok and alive.
xx xx
i do not always manage to be around but i wish you all the very best - love and luck to you all!
When you get that ill deciding whether you want to recover is not of the most importance because it is impossible for you to think clearly when your brain is starved, and you wont be able to see a way out or what the way out would even look like. I really hope you get the help you need. Trust me i have been where you are, my parents found me in bed one morning unconcious and not breathing, they thought i was dead, and honestly the days leading up to that i wanted to die, i couldnt go on anymore but there is a way out you just have to trust in it and let it happen. It is a horrible torturous life with an ed, you will lose everything apart from it and it kills me to see older people in that position, grab all the help you can now while your young and have a better chance of recovery. Dont let your ed get in the way, trust that at the momet you arnt in the right frame of mind to make the best decisions for you. Take care, stay strong xxx
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