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Old 03-06-2016, 07:05 PM   #321
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Old 04-06-2016, 04:17 PM   #322
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flashbacks and feeling not all here.
what's wrong Sooty?



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Old 04-06-2016, 05:56 PM   #323
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I'm so sorry DestroyMe I am a bit of a mess too. So many distressing images and body sensations . I just want to disappear. What's wrong Sooty? Xx

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Old 04-06-2016, 09:58 PM   #324
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I'm sorry you've been having flashbacks DestroyMe. I hope they pass soon. Sorry Uglyducklin about the images and sensations. I'm struggling at the moment with intrusive thoughts and things repeating round and round my head. I just need some safe space.

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Old 04-06-2016, 11:43 PM   #325
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Hugs Sooty I'm sorry you are hurting. I just feel so afraid.

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Old 05-06-2016, 08:24 PM   #326
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There's nothing to be afraid of in this bubble Uglyducklin. *cuddles*



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Old 06-06-2016, 11:21 AM   #327
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Thanks Sooty gentle hugs back. I feel paralysed and I need out of this body. I feel so intensely violated. What if she does not believe me ?

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Old 09-06-2016, 12:43 AM   #328
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*hides here* not doing ok tonight :(



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Old 09-06-2016, 07:16 PM   #329
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Hi Sock. What's been happening lately? Anything we can support you with?

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Old 11-06-2016, 01:51 AM   #330
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I feel realty scared , and have been feeling this way for a few nights. I'm scared of him and he's dead . I can't see a reason to feel this way.



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Old 11-06-2016, 08:51 PM   #331
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My abuser is dead too but I still feel scared sometimes. Think this is normal. Sometimes our memories can still scare. *safe hugs*

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Old 12-06-2016, 06:40 PM   #332
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I'm scared it is too violent in my head. It is n my head but I'm afraid . I need the fat gone.

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Old 13-06-2016, 11:28 PM   #333
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I feel sick and scared xx

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Old 18-06-2016, 09:39 AM   #334
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Hey everyone,
big ups to the OP, this is a brilliant thread.

Struggling at the moment, was abused for seven years by my stepfather. Now it's six months later, was coping pretty well to start with, but now rapidly crumbling. Struggling with memories and what happened, the things he would say to me. Feeling so hopeless. I live with my fiance now too, but have added guilt and shame because I can see how my mood affects him, and feeling like I'm hurting him makes me feel like the worst person in the world.

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Old 18-06-2016, 11:38 AM   #335
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Hugs I'm so sorry ljfowler . I am really struggling with the images in my head. They are violent . I desperately need to hurt myself. I'm crawling out my fat skin. How do I contain it ?

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Old 19-06-2016, 08:16 PM   #336
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Thanks Uglyducklin and hugs returned x Sorry to hear of your struggle, I understand entirely how you are feeling. I have a history of SH myself, usually able to control it quite well but broke down the other day and returned to it. It's an odd thing, because the need is always there and so strong yet after I do it I am ashamed and regretful. Keep in mind that SH doesn't achieve anything positive in the long run and that you are strong enough to overcome anything life throws at you

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Old 29-06-2016, 07:22 PM   #337
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new housemate is a smoker, his scent is triggering. i cant deal with this



You have to do everything you can. You have to work your hardest. And if you do, if you stay positive, then you have a shot at a silver lining
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Old 29-06-2016, 11:43 PM   #338
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I'm sorry so many of you are struggling.

Sock, can you politely ask your flatmate not to smoke near you? Could you maybe claim allergies or asthma just so they don't ask why?

I've been kind of triggerey today... i just feel so dirty. I don't even want to touch my own body.



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Old 30-06-2016, 09:11 AM   #339
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Hi guys I agree with Petrichor , Sock I'm sure your flat ate won't mind. I am a total mess of urges. I don't deserve to reach out not even here . I'm slowly losing it . I don't want to be in this body anymore .

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Old 03-07-2016, 11:45 PM   #340
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Feel dirty and overwhelmed



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