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Old 12-04-2011, 05:03 PM   #1
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Contains sexual abuse - i hate this!

so i was supposed to give my chambers testimony yesterday, but it had to be put on hold because the lawyers are fighting over whether some evidence can be used or not.
meanwhile, i hadnt been dealing well with seeing him in the courtroom when my lawyer convinced me to go...seeing him after id tried so hard to forget his face wasnt exactly therapeutic like the lawyer hoped it would be and i kinda slipped yesterday...
long story short, i had to be taken to the hospital and now the other lawyer is trying to say i'm too 'mentally unstable' to give any form of testimony....
this is such bullshit! i didnt want to give testimony in the first place, but they subpoenaed me, and now that i think it might be a good idea, and it would help put the bastard away, i might not get to...what the **** is wrong with our system? i mean, really....this is just getting to be ****ing ridiculous....i hate this

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Old 12-04-2011, 06:05 PM   #2
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*hugs* EVERYTHING is wrong with our system in terms of this love... everything. If anything I think someone freaking the **** out at seeing him is proof he hurt you... Not that I want them putting you through that but... yea. I really really hope things work out. He belongs in a cage getting his ass kicked by bigger criminals.



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Old 13-04-2011, 02:57 AM   #3
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*many hugs* :( <3



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Old 16-04-2011, 12:29 AM   #4
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whats going on now?



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Old 16-04-2011, 12:08 PM   #5
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*sends squishes*
hope you're okay, that sounds like a tough situation to be going through. stay strong

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Old 16-04-2011, 08:17 PM   #6
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well the judge decided to keep the evidence in because the cops had probable cause. i give my chambers testimony monday now...other than that, nothing new...
thanks for y'alls support.



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Old 16-04-2011, 08:24 PM   #7
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good, the evidence should be kept. *hugs* youll do fine monday.
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Old 16-04-2011, 08:42 PM   #8
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=D I know you're not happy yet but GOOD that they're keeping the evidence. Any judge who would let him off with THAT hardcore evidence is not only a dumbass but horrible person. *hugs* Hope Monday goes well.



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Old 17-04-2011, 07:13 PM   #9
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thanks...
and the judge actually seems kinda nice. still dont wanna talk to her but it could be worse...



maybe its time to change
and leave it all behind
ive been the one to walk alone
ive always been scared to try
so why does it feel so wrong to reach for something more
to wanna live a better life
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maybe its time to change


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Old 17-04-2011, 10:50 PM   #10
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*hugs* Good luck baby, I know you can do it. :)



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Old 19-04-2011, 03:26 PM   #11
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I figured I'd update y'all on what happened.
Well I went to court yesterday, because Sarah had to give her testimony in court before I gave my chambers testimony...thought listening to her testimony was gonna be bad...they brought out the videos for the judge to see for "shock and awe" factor to sway her....or atleast thats what the lawyer said. i hated it...i couldnt stay in there when she watched that...then had to go tell her in my "own words" what happened the first time, then in his apartment...but its over now and we just gotta wait for defense to bring their 'character witness' next week and we're done i hope...want this to be over with



maybe its time to change
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ive been the one to walk alone
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Old 19-04-2011, 03:32 PM   #12
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*offers safe hug*
g'job honey, sounds like its going well.



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Old 19-04-2011, 06:54 PM   #13
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*Hugs* GOOD job Ashley. We're proud of you. :) I hope it turns out well. He should be locked up for a long time. Then maybe you can get some sleep knowing he's contained.



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Old 20-04-2011, 10:34 AM   #14
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wow, you're so brave. you're doing so well, hang in there
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Old 29-04-2011, 06:05 PM   #15
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This is probably gonna be the last update for a while. Yesterday the judge found him guilty, and his sentencing is monday, but he is goin' to jail onf like, five or six charges...i'm working on finishing the last couple of weeks of school, then leaving for a while...i'll still get on from time to time but I need a break away from all of this...its nothing but a reminder at this point and i need to try and start over the best I can...so y'all stay safe, and I'll see you around.



maybe its time to change
and leave it all behind
ive been the one to walk alone
ive always been scared to try
so why does it feel so wrong to reach for something more
to wanna live a better life
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maybe its time to change


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Old 29-04-2011, 10:27 PM   #16
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:D thats soo good to hear, he needs to go to jail.

idk if youll see this, but g'luck with school.

*safe hugs* take care Ashley.



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Old 30-04-2011, 05:52 AM   #17
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Oh Ashley that's GREAT!!!! =D I'm so glad! And it's good if you're away once you're doing well. *hugs tight* Have a great summer sweetie. :)



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Old 04-05-2011, 05:33 PM   #18
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thanks teardownoldwalls.
and thank you tracie. you've pretty much been there for me since I came into this forum for help and I appreciate it...
I'll still be around, I just cant be on every day right now...



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ive been the one to walk alone
ive always been scared to try
so why does it feel so wrong to reach for something more
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maybe its time to change


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Old 04-05-2011, 06:19 PM   #19
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*hugs* That's fine. Besides, you need to live your life cooking and saving puppies. =P



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Old 05-05-2011, 11:44 PM   #20
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I wish you luck, I don't completely understand this issue but I thought it would be nice to offer my support xx

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