i managed to take half of one which is my mood stabiliser then was sick cus my body rejected it im struggling to trust neone at the mo
Claire im really trying :(
*Glomps Threadlings* Sorry thats all I have atm , I have read the posts and am sending positive vibes out :)
The window men came and had to break and replace my locks , Now I can open my windows :)
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
cheryl, i know your trying im not telling you off hun.
can you take one pill perhaps for me? i promise no one has tampered with your pills, they have very strict rules about it and if there had been any tampering it would already be in the news don't you think?
what meds are you on atm?
i've been taking mine and nothing bad has happened to me. x
I'm on Mood Stabilisers too Cheryl , If they were tampered with the chemist would never have dispensed them , it's not allowed , I hope you're okay *Hugs*
I'm still not comfortable in my skin and the anasthetic's slowly wearing thin - Otep
Everyones lost but me! - Indiana Jones
It's okay , they know me here .
Kahlia1981 is my adopted little sister :)
''Courage doesn't always roar , sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow"
im trying to i really am my head feels like its gona explode everyone must think im a right idiot.
last night my body just rejected it i dont know wat to do im on my own at uni tonight and back home to see the crisis team sunday as i am suppose to be coaching a netball tournament tomorrow dont know how im gona cope :(
Cheryl we know your trying, no one would have tampered with your pills hun. Can you try and set up some distractions while your at uni to help you get through.
How is everyone?
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
Hi... I know I never really support much on this site, so I'm obviously an ass in that sense, but.. I've finally decided to post here and try and get myself better. I have been recently diagnosed with BPD and I'm just trying to find a place where people won't instantly tell me to f*ck off for being too difficult.
I'm frustrated. My carer won't let me cut, or b/p or ANYTHING. I'm not even allowed to the shop on my own, or the gym, or running: and it's only making things worse by not letting me do ANY of these things. I'd have more freedom in the sodding hospital.
I'm going mental ape s*** crazy.
and we keep arguing about it, and she won't go away for a couple days to get her head together, nor will she go to a carer's group, or actually do anything to help herself except mope.
overall i'm doing pretty ****, and i half binegd and i'm unable to purge. LIke, seriously, GO AWAY! I need, need, NEED some space, btu she won't, says she can't, ra ra ra, and i'm selfish for trying to kill myself, I think she's selfish for not letting me.
Dolly I know it's frustating but she is only keeping an eye on you to make sure your safe. I know you don't want that right now but she has your best interests at heart. What can you do instead to help you deal with these emotions your feeling? Thinking of you xxx
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
I've tried. She won't. Before she said she didn't have time, and now she's going mental because she thinks her identity is a nameless carer, so why is she going to go to a carer's group where the carer identity is more so than her own identity? She won't, I've tried pushing it SO many times in the last 6 months.
