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Old 24-08-2009, 08:50 PM   #1
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Severely Triggering (ED) - has anyone else ever had?

a camera put down they're throat to look at your easophagus, gullet and stomach?


I've been in the hospital all night, referred from one doctor to another.

im possibly anaemic too.

but they've come to the conclusion ive eroded my gullet to the point of it giving me cronic chest pains, shortness of breath and nausea.

they've given me some tablets to neutralize the acid a bit for now to try and prevent discomfort.

but they're referring me to get a camera to look at the extent of the damage i have done to my insides.

They've said my stomach ulcers and eroded gullet make ever time i purge more likely to pop a blood vessel and cause serious damage.

****.

its funny you never think anything will happen until it does.

im actually really scared right now, to the point of crying.

but im still not deterred?! what the ****, really?!

please if you read this think twice about purging.

for four years this has been my life and look where its got me.

why dont i feel remorse?
why do i not feel anything?

i need my referal to the ED clinic, the hospital took me really seriously and were genuinely concerned for my wellbeing and my recovery.

so why doesnt my doctor?

i need to get back to the unit.

but its all just a waiting games isnt it.

the question is though...

how much longer can i wait?

i actually want this to kill me right now, because im fed up of fighting to be knocked back down.

i just need a hug.

sorry.

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Old 24-08-2009, 09:31 PM   #2
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Abi hun I'm so sorrry it's turned that way.

I hope this is your wake up call to try harder to beat this,I know it's difficult to fight it , but it doesn't mean you should give up.Thats not an option chick please keep your chin up,only way is up!

You never know what happnes tommorrow.Medicine is developing very fast and may be some how they'll know how to find a way to make you feel comfortable & keep yu healthy .Don't lose hope about getting better.

I haven't had that done (mean the camera)but i watched a documantry once about a girl who had an ED and had to do simillar operation.

No much use of me.Please stay safe huni - okay?



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Old 24-08-2009, 10:00 PM   #3
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no thanks for replying, i really appreciate it.

im in a really low place at the moment, nothing seems worth it.

i dont even know what to expect.

:(

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Old 24-08-2009, 10:09 PM   #4
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Hey Abi, I can't say i've had a camera in my throat but i've had a camera somewhere very unpleasant, It nothing to worry about. It's a straight forward procedure. But if you're so worried would it be possible for seditives during the procedure? Ask your doctor about it and talk to him, He'll tell you it's prefectly safe. *BIG HUG!*





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Old 24-08-2009, 10:38 PM   #5
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*cuddles* take care love xxx




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Old 24-08-2009, 10:54 PM   #6
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Aw hun <333
i've had this done before, yeah. pm me :).
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Old 25-08-2009, 12:14 AM   #7
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yeah i might do ive got to go to my doctors and they'll make the decisions from there.

its really messing with my head all this.

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Old 25-08-2009, 01:53 AM   #8
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hey ab,,,

youve not text back for a while now & im worrying baby.
You know my views on this hun,,, youre so damn ill & its so sad,,, i jaust want you to be okay


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Old 25-08-2009, 12:25 PM   #9
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Abi hun I just wanted to let you know I've had this done before,, & I know it's scary but it is a straight forward procedure & they do everything possible to make you comfortable.
I hope it went okay, & you're feeling alright. after I had it done I was quite out of it for over 24 hours as the stuff they used to put me to sleep wore off, but apart from that I felt okay. in the end they're only doing this to help you, & I hope it does get you moving in the right direction for your health.

you can PM me if you need someone to talk to okay?

lots of love to you Abi.

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Old 25-08-2009, 07:49 PM   #10
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An endoscopy? No, I've not had one but there's been talk of it.
Apparently it feels uncomfortable (understandably) and you just have to swallow while the tube is put down then they put something on your mouth to help you breathe while they are looking into your upper gastrointestinal tract. There will be the option of taking a sedative so that you are 75% out of it anyway and it only takes 5 minutes! :)






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Old 26-08-2009, 01:38 AM   #11
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Aw. I've gone through the exact same thing. It was a few years ago and the doctors were panicing because I was losing so much weight. I got to the point where I was literally starving to death and they had to take me to the hospital. They shoved a camera down my throat thinking I had ulcers, but they found nothing. Basically, I turned out to be anorexic and still am. I got through period when I eat a lot and gain weight, where I'm "normal size". Right now I'm having a bad time and I haven't been eating. I found myself only eating sweets today, only a keylime pie to cheer myself up, but my shriking stomach told me that I had already eaten too much. It's not used to food.

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I remembered being terrified the entire time I was there too. I almost hoped it was an ulcer so I didn't have to face that, as my dad told me... "all in my head".

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