i jealous of youuu mark *pout* :P
[how're youuuuuu?]
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
My psychologist is moving to another area so I am being transferred to another psychologist. I feel sad because I get on well with him and have been seeing him for 2 years but at the same time this could be a fresh start for me and the new psychologist might have a better idea of how to help me.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
I feel kinda violated. I wrote a post saying how I'm feeling & why, but now I feel violated. it's been read several times, but no-one's replied, which generally is ok, but I now feel like loads of people are staring and laughing at me *sigh*
I'm so hard to please.
*hugs Lindsay & Laura*
Previously unicorn-tears
In a burst of light that blinded every angel
As if the sky had blown the heavens into stars
You felt the gravity of tempered grace,
falling into empty space
With no-one there to catch you in their arms
Kahlia1981 & silentgirl are my RYL sisters Plumeria Sister
I told my mom that I'm on meds today. I also told her that I don't know how to got the idea to self harm, it was impulsive. It's so weird to talk with mom about things like that.
You survived the abuse.
You're gonna survive the recovery.
I feel sorry for her. I never meant to tell her, but thanks to my sister she knows now. I didn't tell her so she doesn't have to worry. Now she knows and of course she is worried. And somehow she got the impression that I've got an eating disorder, she's trying to fatten me up and I'm purging the food she makes me eat.
how are you, Lindsay?
You survived the abuse.
You're gonna survive the recovery.
"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
I'm frustrated. At least my SILs wedding is today and then we won't have to deal with that crap anymore... but I'll probably piss her off... I'm wearing white to her wedding and my makeup and jewelry are green... her wedding colors. I am doing it a bit on purpose I will admit. She's been horrid lately. But on the other hand this is the only dressy thing I know fits and it happens to be white (well cream but still). If I'm wearing white why not match the decor?
I was lei'd in vets! ***** Proud Plumeria Sister!
"He said look inside your heart/ And you'll see stars/ Falling stars/ Look, deep into my eyes/ Don't look down/ Or you'll fall, he said/ Here, the sky goes on forever"
