In A Bad Place... *Possibly Triggering..?*
Last time I posted, I was just worried that I would soon develop AN because I felt it was hard to make myself eat, and that I couldn't make myself some days. Well, now it's been several days and altogether it's amounted to one small meal eaten the entire time. I feel scared but when I sit down and try to eat I just can't :( There's nowhere else I can go for help until January, because if I went to counseling now, my mother would be paying a lot of money for only a few days, then have to pay it again come January, and we just can't afford that right now. Any advice, please? I also cannot talk to a school counselor, as I'm on break until January as well..