In A Bad Place... *Possibly Triggering..?*

[xXcanthelpmyselfXx]

Last time I posted, I was just worried that I would soon develop AN because I felt it was hard to make myself eat, and that I couldn't make myself some days. Well, now it's been several days and altogether it's amounted to one small meal eaten the entire time. I feel scared but when I sit down and try to eat I just can't :( There's nowhere else I can go for help until January, because if I went to counseling now, my mother would be paying a lot of money for only a few days, then have to pay it again come January, and we just can't afford that right now. Any advice, please? I also cannot talk to a school counselor, as I'm on break until January as well..

[TheKill]

I'm having similar problems with you right now i'm just trying to force eat even though it doesn't feel good *hugs* just hang in there okay at least eat small things throughout the day if you can't handle a meal. Try to eat fruits and things and try to stay away from the junk but if you can eat that then just eat anything for now it's better than nothing. Be well okay hun and you can pm me anytime. Hope you feel better x

[xXcanthelpmyselfXx]

Thank you.. I hope you feel better soon too

[TheKill]

thanks just hope you try to eat a bit okay :) the body gets weak and i don't want to see you sick okay x

[xXcanthelpmyselfXx]

Thank you :') Same goes for you, PM me anytime

[TheKill]

thanks i will. May we make this through x well i know we will :)

[xXcanthelpmyselfXx]

:) Definitely!