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Old 01-11-2020, 09:39 PM   #201
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I HATE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *CRIES*



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Old 01-11-2020, 09:42 PM   #202
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She faked her death just to fuck me over!!!!!!!! *cries* I would have never do that to her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hell I fucking worshiped the air that she breathed and the floor that she walked on and she did this to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



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Old 01-11-2020, 09:56 PM   #203
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I don’t know how to talk to kaci right now…… I feel too munch hurt right now…… I need someone I relie on…. I need anorexia… im sorry but I feel like shit!!!!!!!! *cries*



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Old 02-11-2020, 11:08 AM   #204
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Anorexia is a life threatening illness. Not a friend. You shouldn't be making light of it.
Plus that post is extremely triggering. I think you should delete it. I've reported it anyway.



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Old 02-11-2020, 02:07 PM   #205
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I have also reported as that post isn't helpful to anyone.

I'm sorry your friend faked their own death. You must feel very betrayed.

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Old 02-11-2020, 04:44 PM   #206
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im sorry i deletled the post myself.... imsorry...



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Old 02-11-2020, 08:53 PM   #207
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ive decided even if she did betray me that i will stilll allways love her im a loyal type of person... no matter how hurt that i am i will still love her allways



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Old 03-11-2020, 02:50 AM   #208
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im feeling very unloveable......



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Old 03-11-2020, 12:15 PM   #209
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It's great that you are so loyal but please be careful. This doesn't sound like the healthiest of friendships. You don't want to keep getting hurt.

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Old 04-11-2020, 02:28 AM   #210
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ill try....



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Old 04-11-2020, 02:56 AM   #211
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https://www.recoveryourlife.com/foru...44#post4283244



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Old 08-11-2020, 08:15 PM   #212
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Im thinking about stuff death.....suicide.....thoughts keep coming im really overwelmed with feelings and thoughts who would miss me anyways? no one will.…... im nothing this world needs……… I just cause people hearts to fill with hate for me……… i need to die.... but i cant do it right.....



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Old 08-11-2020, 08:38 PM   #213
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The following content has been hidden - Reason : =) im fine!!!
im not good..... im not sunshine....im not the happyness kind of person.... im the darkness im the moon. im losing hope that i can be happy and find joy.......... thoughts of death and suicide keep coming and im overwhelmed by them....and im feeling alone because of just everything..... my dad.... the staff..... when i see the other cleints (the people that live with me in the group home) all i see is my future..... not getting a job..... not going to collage.........no being in love...... not having children..... but just living in a group home old and alone with nothing except the group home and the workshop (what they calling the day hab but its basically a adult day care center for disabled people)..........



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Old 09-11-2020, 01:51 AM   #214
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It sounds very scary, but it’s also worth noting many members have been in supported living/‘care homes’ and also ‘day Hab’ and now live very normal lives. I won’t name those other members but I myself am one of more than a handful I know of. And also think it’s worth noting that everyone is different, including people who receive support so just because one life isn’t what you want, doesn’t mean your life will be the same....





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Old 09-11-2020, 10:00 PM   #215
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yeah it really is scary
they have?..... i thought i was the only one who was.....
ohh ok



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Old 09-11-2020, 10:04 PM   #216
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I'm been in a supported housing and have now lived on my own for 8 years. I used to have a job too. Only had to quit that because of my epilepsy.
And I'm going back to studying soon

So yeah. It's possible, like Emma said



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Old 09-11-2020, 10:07 PM   #217
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wow thats awesome!!!!!!!



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Old 11-11-2020, 03:08 AM   #218
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I think I need to die……….. but I don’t know how to do it because I fail every single time….
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Old 11-11-2020, 04:13 PM   #219
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Maybe it means you're not actually meant to die that way. What's behind the suicidal feelings? I think you need to try to build things in your life to see if you can move away from the suicidal feelings.





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Old 14-11-2020, 05:29 PM   #220
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the staff and thoughts of death.......



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