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Old 19-01-2011, 07:39 AM   #6121
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You Didn't mean to take me for granted.
Didn't mean to show you don't care.
Didn't mean to throw away this once in a lifetime of chance.
Of being with me.

But you did.

And I flew for 9 hours to bring butterfingers.
I didn't mind the distance.

Still everything got thrown away.

Life doesn't matter....

That part was right I guess.

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Old 19-01-2011, 05:38 PM   #6122
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Right now
Hide you're letters on the back porch baby
He's coming home
and you've been such a liar



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Old 20-01-2011, 10:46 PM   #6123
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Set the bone with a cardboard splint.
Strike the nail against the flint.
Set the fields on fire.
Let the Devil come. Let him come.
I'll be waiting for him there.
I'm a strong now and I can fight it.
I'll be waiting at the end of the line.



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Old 21-01-2011, 07:16 AM   #6124
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I'd conjure up the thought of being gone.
But I'd probably even do that wrong.
I try to think about which way...
Would I be able to? And would I be afraid?

Cause oh I'm bleeding out inside.
Oh I don't even mind!

It's all your fault.
You called me beautiful.
You turned me out.
And now I can't turn back.
I hold my breath...
Because you were perfect.
But I'm running out of air...
And it's not fair!

I'm trying to figure out what else to say (what else could I say?).
To make you turn around and come back this way.
(Would you just come back this way?)
I feel like we could be really awesome together.
So make up your mind cause it's now or never!

It's all your fault.
You called me beautiful.
You turned me out.
And now I can't turn back.
I hold my breath...
Because you were perfect.
But I'm running out of air.
And it's not fair!

I would never pull the trigger...
But I've cried wolf a thousand times.
I wish you could...
Feel as bad as I do.
I have lost my mind!

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Old 21-01-2011, 06:12 PM   #6125
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So go on, love. Leave while there's still hope for escape.
Gotta take what you can these days.
There's so much ahead, and so much regret.
I know what you want to say. I know it, but can't help feeling differently.
I loved you, and I should have said it. But tell me just what has it ever meant.
I can't help it, baby, this is who I am. Sorry, but I can't just go turn off how I feel.
You kill me. You build me up, but just to watch me break.
I know what I should do, but I just can't walk away.



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Old 21-01-2011, 11:40 PM   #6126
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i have to block out thoughts of you so i dont lose my head
they crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
dropping little reels of tape
to remind me that i'm alone
playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home

there's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
an ounce of peace is all i want for you- will you never call again
and will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face
and will you never try to reach me, it is i that wanted space

hate me today
hate me tomorrow
hate me for all the things i didn't do for you
hate me in ways
yeah ways hard to swallow
hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

i'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
the one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing i won't touch again
in a sick way i want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
while i was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
you never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
you made me compliment myself when it got way too hard to take
so i'll drive so f***ing far away that i'll never cross your mind
and do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

hate me today
hate me tomorrow
hate me for all the things i never did for you
hate me in ways
yeah ways hard to swallow
hate me so you can finally see what's good for you



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Old 22-01-2011, 03:21 AM   #6127
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Old 23-01-2011, 10:54 AM   #6128
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Cause I might be bad,
but I'm perfectly good at it
Sex in the air
I don't care
I love the smell of it
Sticks and stones may break my bones
But chains and whips excite me



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Old 23-01-2011, 08:06 PM   #6129
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If you love why don't you show it
If you hate me why don't you let me know it
Why don't you just pick up something and throw it
You just sulk
-Sulk, Billy Bragg

An ending fitting for the start
You twist and tore our love apart
Your light fingers threw the dart
Shattered the lamp into darkness it cast us

No, you've got it the wrong way around
Just shut me up and blamed it on the brown
Cornered, the boy kicked out at the world
The world kicked back, a lot ****ing harder now.

Have we enough
to keep it together?
Or do we just keep on pretending
And hope our luck is never ending

You tried to pull the wool,
I wasn't feeling too clever
And you take all that they're lending
Until you needed mending

You can't stand me now

-Can't Stand Me Now, The Libertines



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Old 23-01-2011, 09:16 PM   #6130
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In this time
are we learning
or are we
still yearning
while this world
isnt turning
around its now or never.



Donít get too close, Itís dark inside.
Itís where my demons hide, Itís where my demons hide.


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Old 24-01-2011, 02:50 AM   #6131
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I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I'm living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed.




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Old 24-01-2011, 08:02 AM   #6132
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It's enough now
It's your loss now
It's just that I'm low



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Old 24-01-2011, 10:18 PM   #6133
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Always stays the same
Nothing ever changes
English summer rain seems to last for ages


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Old 25-01-2011, 03:48 AM   #6134
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Help, I have done it again,
I have been here many times before...
Hurt myself again today,
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame



I let others define me because their words hurt less than my own.


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Old 26-01-2011, 08:58 AM   #6135
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Let's get ****ed up and die.
I'm speaking figuratively, of course.
Like the last time that I committed suicide,
Social suicide.
Yeah so I'm already dead, on the inside,
But I can still pretend.
With my memories and photographs,
I've learned to love the lie.
I wanna know what it's like to be awkward and innocent, not belligerent.
I wanna know how it feels to be useful and pertinent and have common sense



"If you don't stand for something in your life, then you will fall for anything"



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Old 27-01-2011, 08:00 PM   #6136
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I'm losing my mind and you just stand there and stare as my world divides.



Do not be dismayed by the brokenness of the world. All things can be mended. Not with time, as they say, but with intention. So go. Love intentionally, extravagantly, unconditionally. The broken world awaits in darkness for the light that is you.

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Old 27-01-2011, 10:58 PM   #6137
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The high road is always a balance beam chipping away our ankles, and I think it's high time we embraced the visual
on my way home I saw a keyhole in the sky and I tossed around my reasons for the cost

divide and dissolve the seams that weave deep within my head
we're losing light, and in this despair I'm finally aware that I am not one to learn so fast

straining across this great expanse where the weight of the world rests, and the air is thick with crushing emptiness
if only I could lift these feet up from the ground I'd circle 'round the world I know, I know...

...we, like marionettes off our strings fling limbs at our passions and hope to connect with impossible dreams
it's holding on when nothing feels right, it's the final, identical, severed umbilical breath from a tightening chest as we're holding on

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Old 29-01-2011, 04:17 AM   #6138
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And a little bird said with the wink of an eye if I beg real hard and I do not cry
You might come back
If I keep my opinion under my breath and I only bring it out when the master says
You might come back
But I don't want you that bad
No I don't want you that bad



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Old 29-01-2011, 07:43 AM   #6139
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The distance is quite simply much too far...

I need you so much closer.



oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.



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Old 29-01-2011, 09:52 PM   #6140
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