Triggering (SI/OD) - I cant do this
They said i cant go on holiday if i had to get stitches again
I would just leave it but i have to go back to A&E tomorrow to get these ****ing stitches out. they'll stitch it. ****.
I told my therapist i would try. i tried, i think?
Yeah im doing so well. not OD'd in over 4 weeks. acheivement? bugger off. i'm pathetic. i deserve it.
I cant stop, i dont want to stop i just want it to be how it used to be. no one knowing. no one trying to make me 'better'. please just leave me alone.
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