Amber (GoldDust) is going through a really, really difficult time right now, but doesn't feel she is able to start a new thread and post about it. But since I am really worried about her I hope you don't mind if I start the thread for her, and hope that she will (when ready) come here and post for support.
Amber, we are here for you sweetheart and you deserve to post for support, I hope you feel able to now that you have this safe space. I am proud of you for going to the doctors today and hope you can tell us a bit more about it and how you're feeling. Also I hope your mum is being supportive right now.
We love you very much.
xxxxxx
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Love you Amber <3
Im here if you need me,
im proud of you for going to the doctors,
im sorry i dont have any great words of advice but i am here if you need me.
Love you lots and lots <3
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Through the dark, a strand of light, the light continued to get bright, with it came the strength to fight (Gem)
I don't really know you Amber though I have seen you around as a caring, funny and friendly face. :)
When you are ready, we are here if you want to talk.
I hope you can push past any difficult thoughts/feelings you are having and try and treat yourself well, as well as you can and importantly, keep yourself safe. I hope you can swim around a bit (excuse the analogy but it's how I visualise it!) and find ways to cope with stuff.
Look after you. xx
The Mole was bewitched, entranced, fascinated. By the side of the river he trotted as one trots, when very small, by the side of a man who holds one spell-bound by exciting stories; and when tired at last, he sat on the bank, while the river still chattered on to him, a babbling procession of the best stories in the world, sent from the heart of the earth to be told at last to the insatiable sea.
Wind in the Willows.
Amber, I don't really know you that well or talk to you that much, but you are an amazing person && I hope you start feeling better soon and able to ask for support. Well done for going to the doctors hun! I hope you get the help you deserve!
Amber I know I don't know you that well but just wanted to let you know I am thinking of you and that I hope things begin to improve for you soon *hugs*
"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
Amber, sorry to here you are struggling right now, well done for going to the doctor's, I understand how hard that must have been.
You are a special person and you deserve all the support at this time.
Please take care, and you can pm me anytime, to chat, vent anything.
*hugs*
xoxox
I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy
Thank you Amy for making this thread you have been supertastic help these past few months. I don't know how you put up with me.
I don't really know what to say i've been really ill and i can't think.
i did talk to my mum this morning she was kind of supportive, i haven't eaten for a while, she said she'd rather me not eat than purge, so i'm fine with that, I did try a little something yesterday but i couldn't do it.
Thank you for all the lovely messages they have really made me feel better :)
And thank you Zoe ¬_¬
Amb, lovely, please try to eat.
You need to eat.
You're going to get even iller.
I'm scared I will lose you.
I'm so glad we are besties again, I worry about you all the time.
*cuddles*
Skype times soon&we will chat in depth.
But please, eat, anything, please.
We are all behind you.
I know you can do this.
I love you chick.
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Also.
Please please please talk to me if you need to. I'm really worried over you. & please try & eat something? Even if it's something soft like yoghurt or rice pudding or something. You are a fantastic, funny, brilliant girl with so so much ahead of you, please don't let this ED take over you...