Hey, so... I used to visit this site a lot...but I thought I was better, I have realised I am not.
I have been sat over thinking everything...I mean everything. Is my girlfriend only with me because we have cats? Does she really love me? Am I delusional?
I don't sleep... I have to force myself to eat (recovering anorexic) one bonus of everything... I am 3 years self injury free! Sorry it's a rant.. more about me? I'm a 32year old chef, I am a lesbian, I love my girlfriend and my cats. I love my family. I am a massive worrier... oh, and I love crafting!! I am just awful at it!
I've been feeling out of sorts since I was betrayed by my girlfriend... I am trying to get over it, she didn't cheat... she did the one thing I despise... drugs. After promising she never would...
How do you get over that?! Being lied to for over a year...
I hate myself