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Old 13-04-2020, 04:11 PM   #341
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The film helped but it's finished

They've let me back in my room
They made me promise to press the alarm if I feel like I'm going to do something
I don't want to break a promise but I have to save the world
I'm so torn



I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!


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Old 13-04-2020, 04:18 PM   #342
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Promises are important. How are things going in your room?



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Old 13-04-2020, 05:32 PM   #343
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Things did not go well.
Room now stripped of everything and I'm locked out again.



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Old 13-04-2020, 05:39 PM   #344
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Sorry to hear that *hugs*



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Old 13-04-2020, 05:47 PM   #345
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Thank you <3

I'm feeling stressed out
I'm going to have a shower once dinner is over if they will let me
Sometimes showers calm me down



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Old 13-04-2020, 05:51 PM   #346
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How would you feel about being supervised in the shower? I don't know how your rooms are set out.



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Old 13-04-2020, 05:56 PM   #347
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Not something I'd be comfortable with.
It's en suite and the shower floods the whole bathroom so I have to get dressed in my room
I doubt they'd want to do that anyway
Another member of staff brought up putting me on 1:1 but the main nurse was very against it so they probably wouldn't supervise me



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Old 13-04-2020, 05:59 PM   #348
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I just thought it's something they might suggest, obviously it's best if you can keep your privacy! Would you be safe showering?



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Old 13-04-2020, 06:05 PM   #349
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I probably wouldn't be safe
I've just asked and they said I do have to have someone with me when I shower so I have to wait
I do think a shower would calm me down but I probably would end up doing something if left alone



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Old 13-04-2020, 06:08 PM   #350
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Well done for recognising that you wouldn't be safe.



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Old 13-04-2020, 06:42 PM   #351
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Thank you
I'm so sick of this
I want to go home



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Old 13-04-2020, 06:49 PM   #352
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Totally understandable, I hope you will be ready to go home asap but don't rush.



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Old 13-04-2020, 08:11 PM   #353
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Get home and sacrifice yourself or get home and live? I hope they will let you home when you are ready to live and stay safe.





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Old 13-04-2020, 09:22 PM   #354
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Yes get home and sacrifice myself
They don't believe me about any of this so they probably won't let me home
I'm actually dreading seeing the doctor this week because so much has happened
I've just collapsed as well for some reason
Back in my room but I have nothing to do anything with so not sure what to do



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Old 14-04-2020, 11:27 AM   #355
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Last night things got worse
They restrained and sedated me and put me on 1:1



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Old 14-04-2020, 12:38 PM   #356
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No advice but sending you lots of love and hugs x



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Old 14-04-2020, 12:50 PM   #357
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Thank you x

I'm not feeling any better today
I think it's just going to continue to get worse



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Old 14-04-2020, 12:52 PM   #358
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Maybe it's like bungee jumping - you feel like you are plummeting but you will go back up...



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Old 14-04-2020, 01:14 PM   #359
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I don't think there is any coming up from this
Don't know why it suddenly feels so urgent but I have to die soon
It's all I can think about



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Old 14-04-2020, 01:16 PM   #360
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I'm sorry things are continuing to be so hard. Sometimes people get stuck in certain thoughts/obsessions. I know I have and it did eventually pass. Please try and focus on being honest with the staff and keeping safe, even if you don't think you want to right now.





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