Im scared that i have a disease, a sexually transmitted disease, because i went with a guy i barely even knew, without protection. and now im so scared and i can't go to the doctor, because i have never been to one.
My RYL family:
I-used-to-be-positive is my big sister razorxkissedxwrists is my mommy alyssa.star is my sister phoenixflames_forever is my cousin concreteangel, helpmydeath, xxbeckyxx and queer fringe are my little sisters bob--says--hi is my twin
I can appreciate that it's scary - I know I'd be terrified in your position - but if you've been having odd symptoms, and strongly feel that you've caught an STD, then really, you need to just brave it and see a doctor. I realise that's easier said than done, but if you have, and it's left untreated, depending on what you've caught, then it could have nasty effects on your body *hugs muchly*
Can you take a gf with you? who can stand near you and hold your hand?
these things can be icky if they aren't treated.
*hugs*
My husband is my best friend.
In forgiving others, we are not exonerating them. They may not deserve exoneration. Rather, in forgiving others we are giving up our anger over the fact that what happened is not what "should" have happened or that our life is not the way it "should" have been.
but STDs are contagious and if i have, no one will come close to me...
My RYL family:
I-used-to-be-positive is my big sister razorxkissedxwrists is my mommy alyssa.star is my sister phoenixflames_forever is my cousin concreteangel, helpmydeath, xxbeckyxx and queer fringe are my little sisters bob--says--hi is my twin
