Beyond repair.

[Stellata]

That's not great, so sorry.

[one_step_closer]

I'm glad your Grandad is out of hospital, at least that's a little less stress for you. It's a shame you're having to wait so long for therapy and don't feel like you have the right professionals in your life at the moment. Would you consider asking if your psychiatrist appointment could be brought froward and discuss things with them?

Work does sound awful, they really aren't being fair. Are there no kind of representative type people who you can go to about work related things?

Would a doctor prescribe antibiotics if you spoke to them over the phone?

[chinahorse]

Someone give me a good reason to go get my sh cuts seen to?

[Soft Kitty]

Because it needs to be done and will cause fewer problems in the long-term. Plus bonus reason which I fear you won't believe but needs to be said - you deserve to be treated <3

[chinahorse]

Thank you, true it is long term gain and they will heal better.

I'm sort of getting ready to go. Had lunch as I will be there hours. Just don't think I deserve to go as I don't have a good enough reason for doing it in the first place.

[one_step_closer]

I hope you have managed to go. People get injured unintentionally or intentionally for lots of different reasons, and the feeling you have of not having a good enough reason to do it doesn't take away the fact that you need some treatment. Any reason is important.

[chinahorse]

Thank you for wise words. Ive just signed in. Going to take ages from the looks of it.

[Eska]

I hope you get seen soon and treated gently xx

[chinahorse]

They trI aged me withput looking at the wound again. Kinda wanna go home now. Am tired and hate myself

[tamobhuuta]

Try to wait to get the injury seen to. X

[chinahorse]

Probably got another 3-4 hours wait yet. The seats are metal and horrible. And my mood is slipping. I am trying to stay.

[Soft Kitty]

Gosh, that's a long wait :( you're definitely doing the right thing, though. If you start to get upset, do you know if it's possible they might let you sit in a quieter area? That's really bizarre that that triage without looking at the wound.

[Eska]

They've triage me without looking at the wound the last couple of times I've been, too.

I'm sorry you're facing such a long wait :( Staying is hard, I know, but it's definitely the best thing to do.

[chinahorse]

There is nowhere quiet. They've major building works going on. I want to leave now.

[one_step_closer]

Please try and stay Lillie, you have waited this long and if you need treatment then it's best to get it now rather than have all the trouble with infections etc and not being able to see your GP. Is there anything you can occupy yourself with?

[chinahorse]

I was silly and didn't bring anything like a book. I am trying hard to stay. Promise.

[chinahorse]

And now someone sat next to me in the waiting room is telling me about their self harm. All I did was clean her sodding glasses for her as she's an arm in a sling.

[Eska]

Oh Lillie, I'm sorry, that sounds miserable. Can you make an excuse to move away from her?

[chinahorse]

She's gone out for a thankfully.

[Eska]

Ok good, I'm glad.