Overwhelmed.
I've been having a hard time recently. I've been having stomach pains and nobody seems to know what's going on, I've had a bunch of scans and test but nothing is conclusive and I'm just being pinged around different departments/hospitals and it sucks. I just feel so overwhelmed and frustrated, this is all doing a number on my mental health too, I've not self harmed in a long time (nearly a year.) But it's just getting too muchI've got this pressure building up inside of me and I need to get it out, I need to get it out by hurting myself but I don't want to, I just don't know how to cope at the moment.
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