I ate all of my dinner even though other people at the table didn't, I didn't let it trigger me. Oh and I didn't get toast in work so I had some when I got home.
had lunch even though i knew dinner was gonna be huge o.O
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”
*cuddles you all*
Well done guys =)
And Cathy, that's awesome. I know how scary it must be but you're right it IS good and you're doing the right thing =)
The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..
Well done darling, I know how hard it is to eat when you feel like that.x
Today I made dinner,, && i didnt like it, so i threw it away,,,
Then as i was about to go back to my room i stopped, went back to the cooker, & made myself something else i enjoyed.
x
Your mind fogs up, you open your eyes and you are surrounded,,, chained to what you can't see,,, only sense. I'm choking when I try to inhale. My throat constricts, I can't swallow,
I think I bit off more than I could chew
i've eaten alot more than i would have done today.
and im cutting out the sweets and trying not to rely on sugar anymore!
so its all been healthy and good for me!
x
when i got put into my first group home this year when i was there the first night i already gone two weeks with not eating only thing i would eat was a spoonful of corn and small small mount of tuna with corn and i would go hours sometimes a day without eating and if i ate anything i didnt like being in my body i would purge
but after 2 days in teh group home i went into ketoisis (where your body goes into shock from just buring fat)
thats when the manger decided to help me eat better and i am still losing weight from eating normal meals now
