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Old 08-07-2007, 02:53 PM   #1
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Triggering (ED) - Eating disorder hit rock bottom.

I've been feeling so proud of myself from depriving my body from food.
I had to go to the doctors last week for my usual check up, I'm still not under any treatment because i refuse it.

I've been told my liver is slowly, Very slowly starting to suffer from my constant crash diets and purging.
I'm supposed to be on tablets but i won't take them because i have been told it can increase your weight.. That's why i'm not on the pill anymore either.

Is this a sign that i need to recover from my ED.. It was my new hobby after i stopped self harming..
But i can't eat until this friday.. I have my prom.

GRR *Hugs herself*



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Old 08-07-2007, 04:15 PM   #2
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*Hugs* Take care of yourself sweetie, your body can't cope indefinitely with the traumas that are the consequence of eating disordered behaviours and it looks like it's starting to take it's toll on you. Please reconsider taking the pills you've been prescribed, it's scary to take meds that may cause you to gain weight, but not taking them could result in permanent damage and no one, your family friends and everyone here, wants to see you getting more and more poorly.
Eating disorders can often develop as the result of moving away from another coping mechanism such as self harm. That's exactly the way mine developed too years ago. You have to try to find another way to support yourself through difficult times and emotions that isn't so damaging. I know it's incredibly difficult, but in the long term it's the only way you can move on from these self-destructive coping mechanisms.

Stay safe hun and look after yourself, you really need to eat before Friday, you don't want to feel ill for your prom.



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Old 08-07-2007, 04:38 PM   #3
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i really think you should consider getting some help.. i dont suppose i need to tell you this but you can die from this desease.. you got two options.. fight this and get better even though its hard or die because your body simply cant handle waht you're doing to it.. i know getting help is a difficult step to take and there is a part of you that dont want to get better because the thought of living without the eating disorder is just too scary.. but you need help and i really think you should tell you're doctor that..
recovery is hard and its a great fight but i believe that someday we can recover and we'll be alot happier thn.. because no matter how comforting an eating disorder might seem its never gonna make you happy.. you'll just get more and more depressed as you lose weight..
i really hope that you'll get some help soon so that you can get better.. take care of yourself..



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Old 08-07-2007, 07:38 PM   #4
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You have to hit the bottom before you can come back up

so if this is the bottom things can only get better



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Old 08-07-2007, 07:44 PM   #5
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Well said Kel



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Old 08-07-2007, 11:20 PM   #6
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Thank you, yes i really want it. Just worried the tablets will change who i am and my personality; There are so many side effects so i have been told.

We spoke about them for about 20 minutes, As soon as she mentioned weight gain i shut off.
I have an appointment on thursday to sort something else out so i may talk about it then.

Thanks everbody.



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Old 08-07-2007, 11:32 PM   #7
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sorry hun, i cant really add much more to whats been said.

I read your post though and want you to know im alwyas here if you ever want to chat. *cuddles*

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Old 08-07-2007, 11:35 PM   #8
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Thanks ALL of you; You are all fantastic.
Tomorrow i will have to eat because it's been a while and my mum is getting suspicious.

Can i have some hugs guys ^^



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Old 09-07-2007, 03:20 PM   #9
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*hugs* dont have anything to add or say sorry hun
take care of yourself and try to eat something even little like a salad or some fruit.
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Old 09-07-2007, 07:16 PM   #10
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*Hugs*

If you feel comfortable sharing what the pills were, there may be someone here who has experience with them who could give you an opinion? Just an idea. Hope you're doing ok.



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