Contains sexual abuse - Why now?
This past week I've been having flashbacks/remembering what happened to me when I was about 10/11 years old.
I've really struggled with what happened to me in the past but I've had a long period where I've not really thought about it or had any memories/flashbacks.
I underwent 2 years of DBT and never discussed what happened to me in individual sessions despite me telling the clinical lead at the initial assessment.
I've just finished DBT.
I feel like I need to have some sort of SA counselling but I don't know what to do about it or where to go.
I saw my GP today and mentioned was having some flashbacks but he didn't really comment and I was quite distressed
I don't know why the SA has reared it's ugly head again
I'm 42 years old, single, never married, no kids. The thought of having sex or intimacy with someone knocks me sick. I had sex in 1999 with a long distance relationship for aobut 6 months. I had sex twice about 7 years ago. That ended badly.
I'm so f*cked up by the SA
I just want a chance of a 'normal' life, whatever one of those is