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Old 16-05-2012, 01:24 AM   #1
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I slipped up

So it's been over two years but I cut again.

Honestly I'm not even sure why, yeah I'm not ecstatically happy but equally I'm not down. That need just came from nowhere. There was a moment before, when I could see why was happening and thought I could call someone or come online but I guess I let it rule me for a but. Thinking about it I'm not even sure I let it,I wanted to do it so I did.


I just don't understand why,after all that time when I really haven't thought about it for about a year, it suddenly popped up.


It's just made me wonder, I thought it was all over and done with and now it seems I'm right back where I was.

I know this isn't a positive or helpful message but I'm just so upset with myself, I just did it without even trying to stop myself.


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I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside.

But, we will beat this guys. We will recover our lives.

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Old 16-05-2012, 03:01 AM   #2
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it may seem like you're right back where you started, but that isn't true. try to be gentle with yourself about this. mistakes happen sometimes.

has it triggered continuing urges?




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Old 17-05-2012, 03:39 AM   #3
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It's tough when we self-injure after so long but you haven't gone back to where you started. Your achievement of two years is till there. This doesn't have to be the end of your recovery. The choice is yours you can get up and keep trying or stay down. You are not defeated unless you stop trying, you can beat this. Take care
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Old 17-05-2012, 05:07 PM   #4
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Don't be too hard on yourself now.. Slipping up is just a part of recovery, don't give up. Don't use failure as an excuse to keep failing, in other words, Don't use this slip up as an excuse to keep slipping up.

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Old 06-08-2012, 01:18 AM   #5
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Huge thank you guys. Sorry it took so long to reply, I was a little worried about coming on here until I was in a good frame of mind. I'm feeling a lot better about things. It has triggered more urges but remembering that I've done two years is a real help.

Fingers crossed I can continue staying strong. Hope you guys are too.
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I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside.

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Old 07-08-2012, 10:29 AM   #6
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That's great to hear that your still fighting this. Remember we are here anytime you ever need to talk. Take care
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