So I've lost some "close" friends recently due to misunderstandings involving my self injury. This has happened before in high school, and now it's happening again and I just really am so lonely and feel like I have no close friends or best friends. If I'm not at school, I'm either working out alone or at my apartment alone in my room. It's not like I'm unsocial, it's just that I have a lot of acquaintances so I never hang out with anyone outside of class. I honestly want to cry because I'm the kind of person who absolutely despises being alone, and that's how I spend every single weekend.