So, I'm going to get psycho analysed on Thursday,
then I'll get referred to a counsellor or pschiatrist or whatever.
That's good right?
It's just that I'm finding it hard.
It's disgusting, I know.
But, I can't exercise it off 'cause I am so ill and just can't move properly...
It's making me so annoyed with myself, why did I eat it all?!
I just feel like ****
Instead of restricting, I've been binging which makes me feel worse
I guess I just need some support right now
Nikita
xxx