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Old 29-06-2007, 09:23 AM   #1
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I DID IT!!! *screeches excitedly*

i did it! theres hope for us.

as some of you may remember ive been rather stressed before leaving on a camp this week as it was a training camp and i knew i would be touched. i havent been able to be touched for a year and a half now, and if im so much as bumped or hi-5ed by a male i scratch and hit the spot to get rid of this weird feeling i get.

well im back. and i was touched, at one point a little too intimatly by a mentally handicapped boy. but i did it! i didnt freak out, and while my skin crawled and i wanted to much to hit it i didnt. i didnt even flinch when the male instructor touched my hands! this is so amazing, to finally be able to do this. maybe there is hope

the nightmares and visions when i had them later were very vivid and i began to disasociate, but ill put up with them forever if it means i can touch men again.

i mean, i even sat beside a boy that looks way too much like my ex for my liking, and i mean we were right up against each other squished in the back of the car with another girl, and i didnt only cope with it, i almost felt comfortable, safe.. comforted. its so strange, but its so amazing

theres hope for us guys.

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Old 29-06-2007, 10:41 AM   #2
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Wow hun, so proud of you. That's amazing, well done :) See it shows that you are alot stronger than what you thought :) im glad that it went so well! xxxx

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Old 29-06-2007, 10:41 AM   #3
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wow thats amazing well done!!

bet your feeling wonderful right now? hold on to that feeling.

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Old 29-06-2007, 07:20 PM   #4
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You should be so proud of yourself hun, WELL DONE you!!!!

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Old 29-06-2007, 07:30 PM   #5
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Well done hun, you should be proud of yourself.
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Old 29-06-2007, 07:34 PM   #6
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YAY!!! well done ^_^

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Old 29-06-2007, 08:41 PM   #7
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Aw, that's a great job Emmy! =D I'm so proud of you!

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Old 01-07-2007, 04:04 PM   #8
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We're all so SO proud of you Emmy!! Well done!! *big hugs* x




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Old 01-07-2007, 10:53 PM   #9
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thanks everyone :) i hope anyone else here afraid of touch can move forward too, its such a relief and a good feeling.

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Old 02-07-2007, 10:57 AM   #10
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Well done, that's amazing! Take care. xxx





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Old 02-07-2007, 01:55 PM   #11
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well done hun

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Old 02-07-2007, 02:02 PM   #12
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hey well done!! :]



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Old 02-07-2007, 11:35 PM   #13
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A massive congratulations to you!

That is such a huge step forward and will bring huge improvements to your life. You may not see it just yet but you are well on your way to recovery.

Well done!!!



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Old 07-07-2007, 07:20 PM   #14
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Well done emmy!!
Glad you're getting able to move on and overcome this!!
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