"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
i know noone actually cares but well im struggling cos i told
and now well they'll find out
and hey why am i writing this
maybe hoping someone will care
dont worry if you dont
i understand
i just thought posting might make me feel less alone and worthless
not gonna happen thp
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
Could do with a little support and i will try to change trig warning but well some stuff has been happening with mum and dad and as i'm changing trig you can prob guess what but anyway doubt anyone will read this
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
Im really sorry for what has been happening to you lego hun, you are so brave to tell us and you are deffo not stupid or alone. we care about you, and always will hun. I hope you get out of that house and can be safe. *safe hugs* tc x
http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum/showthread.php?p=2851063#post2851063 <<< loving this thread!!
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
Thats not true Jo. You deserve to be safe away from abuse. You deserve help Jo!
I love you so much and I hate knowing that you're in that house where you're so unsafe. You are being so brave and amazing by talking about it and realising that its wrong. But you don't need to punish yourself by staying there. You need to reward yourself by getting out!
Jo seriously, listen, you are not safe there. I want you out of that house so that you can be safe. I am going to find organisations that can help you so that we can talk about that.
We'll walk this road together, through the storm, Whatever weather, cold or warm , Just let you know that, youre not alone , Holla if you feel that you've been down the same road. ♥
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
I know i should get out of this situation so please dont say that here i'm trying but well there is something else making this worse
I well my body i guess the right word is orgasmed (i hate this word and i'm sorry) when my dad did it and its so confusing as i dont like it and in my head all i think is please stop so i dont understand i'm sorry i guess i'm just dirtier than i thought sorry
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
You really have nothing to apologise for, it's horrible that this is happening to you and as for your last post, I think it's just your body, and is nothing to do with you being "dirty".
Have you thought about finding out about organisations like other people have said, you really need to get out of that house, you really don't deserve it at all, nobody does. xxx
Oh god I want to hear you say,
I want to hear you say that you were wrong again
This is the first thing
I have understood:
Time is the echo of an axe
Within a wood.
I promise you, you deserve better than what you are getting in that house. You may not feel like it, but I promise you that you do. And you are not dirty at all. It's a natural way for your body to respond, it doesn't mean you as a person have to like it.
There are safer places for you to go, and you really should get out of that place. What they are doing to you is not legal. I know it's not easy, but I really think it would be the best for you.
You deserve all the good things in the world, and to feel safe. Do not believe anything else. You are so brave, for telling us, and you are so strong. Please take care of yourself and get help you need.
*Safe hugs*
My RYL family: PaperClip is my big sis
"Greatness inspires envy, envy engenders spite, spite spawns lies. You must know this, Dumbledore."
- The Dark Lord
Sweetie what the others have said is so true - you have nothing to be ashamed of, its your bodys response to nerve stimulus (like when you hit your funny bone, or the bit on your knee that makes your leg kick). Please don't blame yourself for this. It's not your fault. It still means its wrong even if your body responds.
I'm feeling like filth as i know i was making noises that associated with pleasure and well yeah i'm all yucky sorry i am tryin but please i know i'm useless but its finding time
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
Hun our bodies are designed to respond that way, regardless of how we are touched, when and by whom. We have no control over it. You are perfectly NORMAl and not filthy. Just because your physical body responded this way it does not mean you enjoyed it, or asked for it
There there baby, it's just text book stuff, it's in the ABC of growing up...
It's just the way your body reacts, you are not filth and you have no reason to believe so. You are not useless. You are a good person that are going through some bad things. But it doesn't make you as person any less wonderful. Even though you might not feel like it, you are strong and brave.
My RYL family: PaperClip is my big sis
"Greatness inspires envy, envy engenders spite, spite spawns lies. You must know this, Dumbledore."
- The Dark Lord
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
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