What is one thing you've realized or discovered lately?
How much a beautiful song Subterranean Homesick Alien, by Radiohead is.
Do you know anyone who is colorblind? If so, who?
No.
Is there anyone you suspect of being colorblind? If so, who?
My mother sometimes mistakes colour.
When was the last time you cried, and why (if you want to share)?
A few days ago. I wanted to die.
Who was the last person who was rude to you?
My mother is always quite abrupt
Do you wish you were in a different social class than you are?
Yes, often.
What's something that scares you?
Systems we live in, that are corrupt.
What's the one thing you want more than anything?
I'd really like to move out and experience a new home....other than that better mental health, every day, all day.
Do you have a relationship with God?
Yes
Have you ever vlogged or blogged?
I've blogged before.
Who do you call when you have a problem?
My Care-Navigator for mental health issues.
Do you have a best friend?
No.
If not, who do you wish you were friends with?
Anyone trustworthy, loyal and kind.
Is there someone that you miss?
Yes.
What was the last date you went on like, and are you still with the person?
I never really dated.
What is your favorite thrift store find?
A long dark purple corduroy skirt.
Do you keep your room organized?
Yes.
Which youtubers do you feel like you could be friends with in real life?
Um, many. I'd really like to know some piano teachers I've come across.
Have you ever met someone in person that you first met online?
Yes.
How good are you with shades of colors?
I'm very good.
Does it annoy you when people call teal "blue"?
No.
Would you describe teal as a shade of blue, a shade of green, or a mix?
A shade of blue
What is your favorite color?
Purple and pink.
How many other people do you know with your favorite color? List a few.
I don't know any.
Do you fall asleep with your laptop open on your lap?
No.
Which do you use more: a computer or a phone?
Right now my computer.
Have you ever taken a test to see if you are colorblind?
Yes
Which family member did you inherit your hair color from?
My father.
Do you hate your nose, love your nose, or have you never thought about it?
I used to hate it but now I don't really mind it.
What was your favorite Barbie doll?
I never knew their names.
Would you ever want to look like your favorite Barbie doll?
No.
Do you like your hair better curly, wavy, or straight?
Straight.
Do you ever worry about running out of make-up and not being able 2 buy more?
No. I don't wear make up anymore
Do grammatical errors annoy you?
No.
Who do you know who is dyslexic?
A boy at my primary school.
Do you prefer kisses or hugs?
Hugs.
Describe your dream wedding in five words.
Old-fashioned, small, .....I can't think of any more words!
Do you feel your life is worth living?
At the moment I understand the point of my life.
Do you smoke weed?
No.
Is weed legal in your state?
No.
What are your secrets? Share a few if you want to.
My secrets.....I don't have many!
Would you ever read your diary on the Internet?
Yes.
Have you ever thrown up in class?
No.
What is it that you want to talk to someone about?
I'd like to have an in-depth conversation about depression.
What is something that you used to be ashamed of, but not you're not?
I didn't like making up a fantasy story to my friend at 5 which lead her to give me a toy as a comfort. It was a made up story!
Do you have anyone who cares about you?
Only myself.
What was the last good book you read about?
I'm currently reading a book by Charlotte Bronte.
Where do you next want to go on an adventure?
The supermarket or anyplace where I can buy something nice, healthy to eat and drink.
Do you need a vacation?
No.
How long has it been since you've been on vacation?
9 years.
If you could go on vacation right now, where would you go?
Anywhere in the UK. I like the countryside.
Have you ever walked outside in below zero weather?
Yes.
Is watching youtube videos one of your hobbies?
Yes.
Does it annoy you that people get denied for disability who really need it?
Yes.
Have you ever held a newborn baby?
Yes.
Are a ton of your facebook friends getting married and having kids now?
No, but my sister and her friends are!
What is a trend you haven't followed?
I never followed trends.
What's something you believe in that most people don't?
God and the law.
Do you think for yourself?
Yes.
What's the last supernatural thing that happened to you?
God's healing.
Have you ever had anyone bully you because they were jealous of you?
Yes, always.
What's something most people don't know about you?
I'm an artist, most people don't know this, only the people I know do.
What's a hidden talent that you have?
I'm quick at learning music.
If you're a Christian, how long have you known the Lord?
I've always known Him.
Who is someone you'd really like to talk to?
I'd like to discuss bullying with my best friend/bully and see if I get any answers out of her.
Is there anyone who's dear in your heart who's going down the wrong path?
I don't have anyone dear in my heart right now.
Who has your heart?
Animals have it.
From you experience, which is worse for bullying: adulthood or childhood?
Both times.
Do you wear sweaters often?
Yes.
How often do you burn candles?
I used to burn them often.
Do you live in an apartment, condo, dorm, or house?
House.
Do you have a sibling with the same first initial as you?
No.
What's a word that rhymes with your first name?
Carer
....middle name?
I don't have one.
Do you get enough sleep?
I usually do.
How many cups of tea do you drink in a day?
I drink coffee.
Don't you hate it when people give advice when you want support?
I don't mind it, depends on the advice.
Which magazine is your favorite to read?
I don't read magazines.
Do you cut out magazine clippings to use for projects?
I used to for school.
Do you ever eat kids' food (as in, meals made for kids)?
No.
What's something you wish you would have known sooner?
Not to trust anyone, and that means everyone until my mind was in a better state.
What's something you wish your doctor would have told you?
Your depression is life-long.
Are you happy with your life right now?
No, but I'm content right now.
Is it cold where you live?
No.
What's the next big project you plan to start?
I'm currently learning piano.
Do you enjoy taking on new challenges?
Yes
Do you have acid reflux?
Sometimes
What's on your heart?
I get lonely often.
Are you naturally optimistic or pessimistic?
I'm naturally anxious
Would you rather wear pink or blue?
Pink
What are the names of your first cousins?
D, K, A
Do you know what you want to name your children?
No. I don't want children
Do you like what your parents named you?
Yes I do.
Do you think you were cute in your baby pictures?
Yes!
What color was your baby blanket?
White.
Do you remember pre-school?
Yes
How old were you when you made your first friend?
Nursery.
Are you doing what you were created to do?
I think so!
What's an act of injustice that's been done against you?
The way I've been treated by the MH team through the years.
Do you find a lot of peoples' facebook statuses to not be relevant at all
I don't use Facebook.