Hi guys,
I haven't posted in a while but I've gotten myself in a real state today. I have my final uni exams, one tomorrow, one next week.
I have often felt a little anxious but today when I have tried to write some practise papers my mind has gone completely blank. So I go away and revise some more, go back, same happens.
I had a break, went back and again I cant remember a thing. I've become more and more frustrated and the heart palpitations started and I've been so tearful. I've come home to bed and cried.
I know I'm feeling a ton of pressure, my January exams let me down for a first and left me on a high 2:2 but since then, my assignments have been firsts (although they are only worth 25% of my overall grade for each module). I have handed in my dissertation and worked so hard on it but of course, I don't know what grade it is so I need these exams to go well, at least 65% in each one but I keep thinking back to how terrible my January exams were. I was ill and rushed and stressed and they were shocking results. I am so desperate for a 2:1 and everyone expects me to get a 2:1, I would be ashamed if I didn't get it.
So here I am, the night before an exam I haven't had much time to prepare for as my dissertation was only handed in on Friday (12000 word scientific research paper, poster and a log book!) as well as working and I'm now a complete mess.
Has anyone got any advice? tips for revising tomorrow morning? keeping calm?
Many thanks in advance