I've been looking in the mirror for so long.
That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side.
All the little pieces falling, shatter.
Shards of me,
Too sharp to put back together.
Too small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her,
you almost always pick the best time
to drop the worst lines
you almost made me cry again this time
another false alarm, red flashing lights
well this time, i'm not going to watch myself die
i think i made it a game to play your game
and let myself cry
i buried myself alive on the inside
so i could shut you out
and let you go away for a long time
i guess it's okay i puked the day away
i guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
i think the chain broke away and i felt at the day
that i had my own time
i took advantage of myself and felt fine
but it was worth the night
i caught an early flight and i made it home
i guess it's okay i puked the day away
i guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that
nicer than that
with my foot on your neck
i finally have you
right where i want you
i guess it's okay i puked the day away
i guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
and if you want me back
you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that
nicer than that
and if you want me back you're gonna have to ask
nicer than that.. nicer
When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?
Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me?
And now my life has changed in oh so many ways,
My independence seems to vanish in the haze.
But every now and then I feel so insecure,
I know that I just need you like I've never done before.
You just did the impossible, gained my trust, dont play games it will be dangerous. If you **** me over, ima show ya whats its like to hurt cos ive been treated like dirt before ya, and love is evil, spell it backwards i'll show ya.
You could be happy and i wont know, but you wernt happy the day i watched you go, and all the things that i wish i had not said, is played in loops till its madness in my head.
My head is like a loaded gun,
Every thought is trapped inside this web I've spun
What the hell is wrong with me?
This isn't who I'm supposed to be,
I feel more alone everyday,
And just so faraway,
I know something's got to change....
We're not the same dear, as we used to be.
The seasons have changed, and so have we. There was little we could say, and even less that we could do, To stop the ice from gettingthinner under me and you.
Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak.
Sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go.
So I'm waiting for this test to end,
so these lighter days can soon begin,
I'll be alone but maybe more carefree,
like a kite that floats so effortlessly.
Oh god I want to hear you say,
I want to hear you say that you were wrong again
This is the first thing
I have understood:
Time is the echo of an axe
Within a wood.
I wanna be in another place, I hate when you say you don't understand...
-Place for my head, Linkin Park
Where'd you go, where's your home, how'd you end up all alone, can you hear me now?! There's no light, there's no sound, hard to breathe when you're underground, can you hear me now?!?!?!
-Hear me now, undead
I feel the knife going in
I'm feeling anxious
Not enough to kill me
I thought it'd happen fast
But I'm feeling it now
And I feel anxious
Sleeping inches from me
I let it pass
Thank my shuffle SO much for bringing this song back to me. Dear God it is PERFECT.
"Take This Life" by In Flames It's not so much the pain
It's more the actual knife
Pretending the picture is perfect
I cut myself to sleep
I close my eyes for a second
And meet the fragile soul
I scream to hide that I'm lonely
The echo calls my name
If I ever, if I never
Make me understand the thought, whatever
Make me see, make me be
Make me understand
You're there for me
Take this life, I'm right here
Stay a while and breathe me in
Take this life, I'm right here
Stay a while and breathe me in
The raindrops just beg to hit me
What now? Hasn't rained for days
No time to play hide-and-seek
I call on you to take me on
Break me down to pieces
Put me back, do it right this time
Struggling to fill this empty shell
Burn my efforts
In the end, it means nothing
If I ever, if I never
Make me understand the thought, whatever
Make me see, make me be
Make me understand
You're there for me
Take this life, I'm right here
Stay a while and breathe me in
Take this life, I'm right here
Stay a while and breathe me in
These thoughts
Burn a hole in my heart
These thoughts
Will keep me feeling
These thoughts
Burn a hole in my heart
These thoughts
Will keep me feeling
If I ever, if I never
Make me understand the thought, whatever
Make me see, make me be
Make me understand
You're there for me
Take this life, I'm right here
Stay awhile and breathe me in
Take this life, I'm right here
Stay awhile and breathe me in
When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?
I've been looking in the mirror for so long.
That I've come to believe my souls on the other side.
Oh the little pieces falling, shatter.
Shards of me,
To sharp to put back together.
To small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her,
And I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.
Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirits well.
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child.
Lie to me,
Convince me that I've been sick forever.
And all of this,
Will make sense when I get better.
I know the difference,
Between myself and my reflection.
I just can't help but to wonder,
Which of us do you love.
So I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe now...
Bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe,
I breathe-
I breathe no more.
