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Old 25-10-2020, 02:32 PM   #1
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everyday is a battle

Everyday is a constant battle
my thoughts can become dark and invasive
there are times that I can distract from them use every resource that I have to fight them and not them overpower me

Today has turned into a battle today is a battle that I will try to win but sometimes the battle just gets far to much

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Old 25-10-2020, 04:15 PM   #2
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i just want to say that i totally understand what youre going through *hugs you* <3



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Old 25-10-2020, 05:20 PM   #3
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Old 25-10-2020, 10:36 PM   #4
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The battle tonight is on

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Old 26-10-2020, 06:58 PM   #5
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you can win the battle i believe in you!! <3



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Old 28-10-2020, 07:27 PM   #6
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You can win this battle keep on going



Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.

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Old 29-10-2020, 05:00 PM   #7
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unfortunately not this time
It was way more stronger then me

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Old 30-10-2020, 03:55 PM   #8
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its ok! ok?.. you'll win other battles!!!! *hugs you*



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Old 02-11-2020, 11:24 PM   #9
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The battle was once again stronger then me.

Im running out of energy constantly fighting this

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Old 03-11-2020, 01:08 AM   #10
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I'm sorry if this is obvious, but are you referring to self harming, are you referring to bad thoughts, suicide, or are you referring to something else? Your post was vague, and maybe if you were more specific about what you were struggling with, we could offer some suggestions or advice?

If you're not comfortable sharing that's fine, but it's a bit hard to know how to respond when it's unclear what is going on for you.


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Old 03-11-2020, 07:44 PM   #11
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Old 03-11-2020, 08:01 PM   #12
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All of what?



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Old 04-11-2020, 12:14 AM   #13
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all as in self harm bad thoughts all of the things you asked

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Old 04-11-2020, 02:13 AM   #14
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