it hurts.
i wish i could of done something. anything....
i wish that you didnt have to be in so much pain.
everytime i drive anywhere near that bridge i feel my heart break a little, my eyes tear up and i say a little prayer just hoping that your alright..
it hurts because you were so amazing... but you never saw it...
everyone remembers you for that beautiful smile. it was stunning but it hid sooo much...
i hope your at peace princess.. i hope it doesnt hurt anymore <3
never ever forgotten
i wish you were still here
"you never know how strong you are untill being strong is the only choice you have"
lozstar88 your my lopbelly night owl. CrashQueenyour beautiful and amazing like the vodka that stops the jelly from tasting funny :p
I hope your all proud of me.
I got in to uni, i'm going this september instead of may 2012 so i must of done well as they said september intake was full!
Mum keeps crying because she is soo proud and i hope you all are too.
I love you all my angels!
xxxxxx
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
I miss you, I wish I could see you. Just make sure you are ok. I know you are in one way because you were in so much pain. But that doesnt make it better for us left behind.
Im being selfish. Il stop moaning.
I love you Emma, il never forget xxx
"I do it because I can, I can because I want to and I want to because you told me I can't"
I may not have all the right things to say, but I say what I feel and I mean what I say
Well little angel :(
Its been almost 3 years since the day it all happened.. the day that you were conceived even tho it was against my consent..
but even tho it was through that, i still love you no matter what.
If you had been born you would have been a beautiful little thing.
I just hope that i'm making you proud. I hope your happy up there with all the other unborn angels.
You'd be two now, god how the years fly by. I still cant believe your gone.
Mommy loves you always little angel
R.I.P little one 9/8/08
x
reassure me that you'll wait for me, wait for me as long as it takes. And i'll hold my breath, i'll hold my breath,
Thinking of you a lot recently. I look at your picture everytime I am in my room and the painting that your stood under stands above it- I hope you can see it and smile.
I hope its nice where you are because I have a puppy here that misses seeing you and I would hate to think that you were puppy-less where you are.
I hope you know how much I love you, I am so glad I got to know you before your innings were through.
My one wish is that I may see you again.
All the love in the world. x
Mary,
Its funny how I see you in shops, I hear your voice and I almost chase you down the street- but then I remember that your at peace. I am so glad you didn't suffer, but I will stand by my view that it was the wrong order. It was not your turn to go. You had too much life, too much fight and too much love left to give.
I know it must be hard to believe that you meant so much to me, but you did. I am sorry I have only really realised this once you had gone, but if I get a chance, I will one day tell you.
I hope you have found a nice boat to sail and wind to blow away the cobwebs.
Happy sailing. x
Fiona,
Too young. Just too young. Mum thinks about you a lot, as do I. I hope you are safe and happy. Making quilts for everyone where you are and enjoying true freedom.
Quilt like there is no tomorrow, but snuggle under them as if you have all the time in the world. x
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
i miss you so much. i want to be there with you. i miss your stories. i miss singing with you. i miss dancing with you. i miss everything about you. can you hear me when i talk to you? i hope you're proud of me. i promise to be with you soon....very soon. i love you!!
only 19, they should have being looking after you properly
thats prisons for you eh...bag of wank.
i was hacked off when i heard, it hit me harder than i thought it would.
i only knew you for a good 4 months but we had our laughs and shenanigans :)
I can't believe you died in 2009 and I've only just found out.
****.
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Nan, we need you now more then every "/
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Matt, why'd you go?
You knew I couldn't hack this on my own.
I miss you kid.
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However long it is and whatever has happened since, I carry this grief always.
Forever missed,never forgotten.x
There are times to stay put, and what you want will come to you.
But there are times to go out into the world and find such a thing for yourself.
I aint no abacus but you can count on me.
I miss you all more than ever.
love you all more than ever.
please watch over me and I hope I am making you proud.
xxxx
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
I dreamt about you last night.
"I miss you always".
I really need you here Mummy. Like, to talk to and hug and be told everything's going to be okay, that the world's my oyster, that I'm beautiful.. all those things you'd say which I'd hardly believe, but would reassure me all the same. I feel so alone right now. I had to go see a doctor and everything. You know how I didn't like doctors before, that's another thing that's changed.. I hate them. Doctors and hospitals and all of those things scare the hell out of me. I have to go again tomorrow, and then they're referring me to these people at Glenfield. Where you took your last breath. Where I lost you forever.
I really miss you, like you have no idea.
Always.
I promise.
Miss you. I look at your picture and the picture ggranddad painted every-time I go home.
I miss your face lighting up when you saw puppy. I miss how you were always pleased to see me, no matter how long it had been. I miss how you used to watch the gardener tend 'your' roses.
I am sorry I haven't been to see Your Rose, but I just can't. My head would think that I was going to see you and I couldn't deal with the moment when I realise that your not going to be in your chair.
Love Always Caroline. Proud to have your name in mine. I hope I will see you again x
Here's the day you hoped would never come,
Don't feed me violins, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars.
21 on the run, on the run, on the run
From myself, from myself and everyone
I better leave the light on
The darkness, The sweetness, The sadness, The weakness,
O, I need this
Hi, I'm Roli Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything